Panophobia- The fear of everything.
The fear of everything phobia might sound bizarre, but it does exist in the list of non-specific phobias. It is known by other names like Omniphobia or Pantophobia. Panto stands for 'all or everything' in the Greek language. The word 'Panophobia' also might have originated from The Greek God Pan. (This deity is believed to cause feelings of panic or anxiety.) Panophobes or Panophobics, as they are known, tend to suffer from one or more different kinds of phobias. They remain in a constant state of fear believing there is 'persistent evil' or 'something terrible about to happen'. Naturally, having this condition can be detrimental to one's success and can deeply impact one's day-to-day life. ( http://www.fearof.net/fear-of-everything-phobia-panophobia/ )
Welp. I feel like that basically describes my fear of everything. Check out the website to see the causes and other stuff.
Did I mention, Steven and I had an argument about this fear last thursday? We did. And i'm not even going to lie, most of it is his fault. Most of my fears are from things I came to believe because of him. I'm not just trying to pin it to someone. Steven made me believe in monsters and creatures, but not good monsters and creatures-- The type of things that give people nightmares. Larry thinks I told him all those nights when I was scared, he told me I was doing it for attention. But if thats so, then why am I so scared. Then he says I need to be in a psych ward. Idiot, kids are scared of monsters and creatures too, and as he said, I am a kid until I turn 18. So i'm not crazy.
I remember when I was younger, probably around 8-10 years old, I used to have just a mattress on the floor to sleep on. I used to have nightmares about being covered in ants, and being smothered by them. And I would wake up crying, and run into my parents room and ask to sleep with them. Then my dad would go check my bed for ants but he never found any. But one day I found one. Moral of the story I don't know.
Anyways, its late and I'm talking to Blarg, see yall tomorrow,
-Calli <3 </3
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