My Hell

Monday, November 27th

https://www.wattpad.com/500541670-my-forest-i-must-be-strong

Hello again people. If anyone saw my posts yesterday, I am sorry for what I did. I did apologize. I also...did somethings to myself in which I am not proud of. Thank you to someone who commented on a post. I did take your advice. And you know what? She forgave me. We were just talking, and she said I have permission to quote what she just said to me, I will still use the name Bonnie for her. 

2misssweet-Today at 6:58 PM

I told Nick that I was....also....can I quote that...

Bonnie-Today at 6:58 PM

Quote what

2misssweet-Today at 6:59 PM

What you just told me. Also, how do you admire me?

Bonnie-Today at 7:02 PM

I admire how you're always trying to help people.. I admire how you make a room brighter by getting on everyday I admire how nice you are and how welcoming you can be.And sure you can quote it

2misssweet-Today at 7:02 PM

hugs you tightly 

Read I must be Strong. from the story My Forest by 2misssweet (Mysterious Lover) with 1 reads. poems. When I drown

Just wrote that.

Bonnie-Today at 7:04 PM

I like it.

And you should be strong bc you are a strong individual

2misssweet-Today at 7:06 PM

I try.

NEW MESSAGES

Bonnie-Today at 7:07 PM

I believe you are.

That made my day, I skipped school today, because last night I was tipped over the edge. And I was still in that mindset. This is to Larry, who was the one who pushed me over the edge:

How can you say kys to someone and think it is right. As for Bonnie, we talked through it. Also, I'm done with you for good. I have blocked you on discord, gmail, Wattpad, kik (even though It is uninstalled), Skype, facebook, and many other things. You have no way of contact with me. If you try to pursue in bothering me, I will take the necessary precautions. As for "My war" being offensive, I talked to Tom about this, apparently he still checks messages while he is gone. To quote Tom, "He's not though. You're as far from an attention whore as a person can get, you genuinely just want help. And those are two COMPLETELY different types of wars he's talking about, his whole argument is completely invalid. That's like saying you can't play an instrument because it's disrespectful to professional artists." 

So basically, fuck off. You are not needed. And am I an attention whore? Really? For being myself? For being totally suicidal? But not killing myself? No. I am not. You don't belong in my life. I advise you to stay away.

You may take me, shake me, cut me, bring me down, abuse me physically or mentally; But I will STAY  strong. 

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As for everyone else who reads my blog, thank you. I feel like every read I get is a form of support. Thank you for reading my story. My Hell. Through the Good and Bad. I hope you continue to read. I'm 2 reads away from 900. I almost lost my battle yesterday; forever. But I am here now. I love all my readers, and my few followers. Thanks for supporting me with your reads. :3

And a special thanks to Bonnie for forgiving me when she didn't have to. I appreciate it. I will consider you my sister now, like you consider me. And I will make sure to never ever hurt you again. 

And, I wrote a poem in my other published work, called my Forest. Would appreciate if you all read that too. Thank you. 

-Calli <3