Hello. Been awhile. This is partly because I went on a stupid last minute vacation. My family dragged me out last minute on a vacation to Nevada, Arizona, California, and Utah. All we really did was go see Canyons, which to me is really boring. I struggled to survive the 2 weeks. I left on August 23, as I said I just returned today.
I am currently having an anxiety attack, for many reasons. Some of these reasons include:
-I am not able to look at my schedule and school starts in 4 days
-So many people are asking me how I feel about them
-So many of my friends are in bad places or are depressed/suicidal
-The all great Charlie, was not who I thought he was, he hurt me pretty bad and just stopped talking to me one day so I just dumped him. And he is ignoring how much he hurt me and won't Confront me about it.
-Sam keeps trying to get me to tell him how I feel about him like many others, the difference is he is sobbing because I haven't told him and he doesn't know weather or not he should love me.
-Steven, yes I know I said I wouldn't talk to him again, is assuming again. And he assumes I don't love him, but I don't fucking know if I do.
--I'm sorry this was a bad idea to write when I'm literally shaking and crying. I'm losing my shit at the moment, how about I write tomorrow instead? I just need some space right now.
See you all when I'm at least a lil better,
~Calli
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Non-FictionThis is the straight up story of my hell. Anything I say in here is the complete truth. I will not use real names for the sake of privacy, I guess you can kinda say this is a blog of some sort. Edited: This is my blog from the years 2017-2020. Come...
