Leave me the fuck alone.
Honestly. Get out of my fucking head. Give me some fucking space. Leave me alone. What is wrong with you?? Why you won't you get out of my head?? I don't want to think about how I hate myself anymore. I don't want to think about how depressed I am or how much I want to die. So get the fuck out of my head.
I give up. I honestly do. So stop kicking me into the dust. I get it. I'm a fucking failure and all I do is fuck up. I don't love anyone. I don't want to care about anyone. I want to close my heart. I want to close my mind. I want to cry. But I can't. I can't stop caring cause I am an empath. I can't close my heart because I trust everyone until given a reason not to trust them. I can't close my mind because my demons flood it with bad thoughts. I want to cry but the tears won't come out.
I'm too upset to keep writing tonight. So Night.
~Calli
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My Hell
Non-FictionThis is the straight up story of my hell. Anything I say in here is the complete truth. I will not use real names for the sake of privacy, I guess you can kinda say this is a blog of some sort. Edited: This is my blog from the years 2017-2020. Come...
