Tom Holland Imagines

I'll Always Love You // Peter Parker {Republished}

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This has been the fifth time I've been stood up. Sitting at a table with my boyfriend's favorite sandwich, alone for the fifth time is kind of embarrassing. I tried to not let it bother me but as time went by and the sky kept getting darker, I threw the sandwich away and walked home.

Peter texted me, talking about how he couldn't make it to our little date because he had to do something for Mr. Stark.

It kills me that he makes time for the internship than he does for me and what makes me feel even worse is that I feel selfish every time I get angry about it. So I would always think:

'Don't be mad, this is his future!'

'This makes him happy so you should be happy for him.'

'Tony will give him a future and that future will pay well for our children and their future.'

But that wasn't working anymore. He has been coming into his classes late, constantly watching his phone, sometimes he shows up late to my house and Ned would freak out on me every time I asked him where my boyfriend was. I was starting to feel left out and on top of that I was starting to miss my boyfriend.

Taking the shortcut to my house, I had to walk past Central Park and as I walked down the park, I could see a shadow figure sitting on top of the arched monkey bars.I squinted my eyes to get a better look and scoffed when I saw who it was.

"Peter. Parker" I yelled and stormed my way towards him. He was startled by my voice and quickly put the Spider-Man mask on and tried to play it off as if he didn't hear me.

"Don't play stupid with me! take that ridiculous mask off right now!"

"Y/n..." he said in a low voice, but I shook my head.

"No Peter, why are you wearing that suit? What the hell is this?"

Jumping off the monkey bars, Peter made his way towards me and I raised my hand up to put space between us.

"Don't touch me, answer me!"

He stopped for a second and glanced around, "Y/n please lower your voice babe."

"Are you Spider-man?" I asked, lowering my voice.

Peter swallowed and nodded his head. I felt a lot of emotions within seconds. I could feel the heat of anger on my ears, my heart was beating faster and I didn't know what to think besides the fact I was lied to for so long. So I just walked away.

"Y/n no please wait! Let me explain!"

"Explain what Peter?" I asked, whipping around to look at him. "That you ditched me for the 5th time in a row and then lied just so you can get yourself killed or injured very badly?! Yeah no thanks I don't wanna hear it."

I walked away again and Peter let out a small huff before clenching his fist.

"Y/n please I love you!"

I turned around again, "Love me? You love me?! Where was that love when you cancelled on me 5 times? Where was that love when you lied to me? Where was the love when you would show up to my house late? Where was the love? Were you ever going to tell me that you are Spider-man?"

My boyfriend looked down, "I was planning to but."

"But what Peter?"

"But I didn't want you to get hurt, if people find out I'm Spider-man like bad people, they could go after you, Aunt May, Ned, Liz-"

I furrowed my eyebrows, "Liz?"

Peter shrugged, "I still care for her."

Pursing my lips as I nodded my head, I also threw my hands up in the air, "Does she know you're Spider-man? Do you still like her?"

"No she doesn't know and no I don't! I love you."

"Then why does she matter?!"

"Because her dad is doing illegal weapons from the first battle The Avengers had!"

"What! Oh my god- Peter!"

His eyes widened and he rushed over to me, covering my mouth, "Y/n please you have to stop yelling!" He whispered/ half yelled. I pushed him away and began to feel overwhelmed again. I love Peter. I really do but all of this, all of the lies, all of the harm that could happen is just too much for me.

"No Peter fuck off!"

"Y/-"

"I love you! Do you really think I want the person I love the most to get hurt? Let alone get killed by a crazy man doing crazy weapons?! No! No I don't, don't tell me to calm down! don't tell me to do anything!"

"People will hear you!" he said in a desperate tone but I could care less.

"And whose fault is that? You know if you didn't lie to me and was just honest from the beginning this wouldn't be happening." I said.

"Baby please let me take you home and we can talk about this tomorrow."

I shook my head, "no, no I am not dealing with this tomorrow Peter we're-." I swallowed. "we're done."

"Y/n..."

"No! I can not handle this, I can not handle the stress of my boyfriend being Spider-man, I can not handle the worries of whether you'll ever come back to me alive or not. I just can not handle it Peter. I love you, you are my person... but I can't do this anymore ... at least not now not until... until-..." feeling my bottom lip quiver, I breathed out and back in. "Gosh I don't even know." I continued and cupped my cheeks to wipe my tears and calm myself down.

Peter looked at me with teary eyes and my heart broke, the only time Peter cried in front of me was when he lost his uncle. That night I held Peter until he cried himself to sleep. I just held him for hours straight. He came to me with teary eyes and the first thing I did was pull him close to me and held him.

"Y/n please don't leave me, I promise I'll do better and I won't lie to you ever again but please- just please don't leave me." He desperately begged as he walked over to me again..

I backed because I knew even a simple touch would be difficult for me.

"I love you, I'll always will but I just can't right now I'm sorry." I said and started to walk away.

We'll find our ways back to each other but today, right now. Is not the day.

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Hey guys, lol look who's back. To any old readers of mine, how ya'll been? Anyways, I'll be revising my old work and republishing when I have time and to any new readers ya'll aint gonna miss a thing. Hopefully this motivates me into continuing and doing new work but until then, I hope you enjoy these new updates. Some probably won't be changed at all or to much, I'm not sure yet but I hope you like them.