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"Jesus! Why did I have sex!" I cried out as I looked up from my positive pregnancy test to Michelle.
Her wide eyed expression also letting me know she's just as scared as I am.
"Maybe it's a false alarm?"
I narrowed my eyes at her, "really? With all the symptoms I've been having, I don't think this is false."
I sat down on my bed and frowned. How did we end up pregnant? We were safe. I don't understand.
"Did you use a condom?" Michelle asked softly. I nodded and just stared at my wall, I was trying to figure it out.
"Yeah but .. I guess it was either to big or it had a hole..."
"When are you going to tell Peter?"
I looked at her, "I don't know."
That night I cried. I cried myself to sleep, because I was trying to figure ways I could tell Peter. We are 15 and we we're gonna have a baby! Well ... I was.
The next 2 weeks I really wasn't myself, morning sickness was so bad during 1st period it was embarrassing. Especially since Peter was in that class with me.
"Miss Y/l/n can you please answer the question?"
I looked up at my teacher and gave her a soft nod, "Yeah um .. basically the story is about-"
"About What Miss Y/l/n?"
I swallowed hard and slightly held my stomach, starting to squirm around a little "about um b-"
Nope I can't hold it back.
I quickly got up and ran out of the room. I ran into the bathroom and threw up my breakfast into the toilet. Tears started to form in my eyes and I heard the bathroom door open.
"Y/n? .." I heard Michelle call out to me softly.
I flushed down the toilet and walked out of the stall, "hi."
"Are you ok?"
"2 weeks. For 2 damn weeks I've been running out of that class to throw up because this baby is growing."
"At least it's growing."
I sighed and rinsed my mouth. Michelle and I walked back into class and the first person my eyes landed on was Peter's. He sat up straight and I could tell he was trying to figure me out. I looked up at the teacher and she pursed her lips, slightly giving me a sympathetic look. I walked back towards my desk and just stayed quiet the entire time.
When it was time to go to our second class, I didn't want to deal with school anymore so I ditched. I honestly couldn't keep this a secret from Peter anymore so decided to tell him and wait til school was over.
Once I noticed school was out, I grabbed my phone, the test, and headed straight towards Peter's apartment. I went into the elevator and instantly felt dizzy.
"Come on baby not now." I sighed and began to rub my stomach. I took deep breathes and leaned against the wall. When I reached his floor, I slowly made my way towards his apartment and knocked on the door softly.
May usually opened the door, so I wasn't surprised to see her, "Oh! Hey Y/n how have you been?"
I gave her a weak smile, "good."
"You sure? you look sick."
"Just tired ... is Pete here?"
"Oh no he's not home yet but you can wait in his room if you'd like."
I gave her a nod and made my way towards his room. When I walked in his room, I looked at his bed and softly chuckled. I closed the door and then looked down at my stomach.
"This is where you were conceived baby."
Weird.
Slowly when I found out I was pregnant. I honestly couldn't help but fall in love with the baby even if it's just a small seed right now, I was in love. I didn't like my mood swings, the morning sickness, the weight gain, or the stress of not gonna be able to fit in my clothes anymore but I still fell in love with this child. However, the idea of being a baby myself, raising another baby gets to me. I didn't have the heart to have an abortion or give it up for adoption.
I looked around Peter's room and sat down on his bed.
I heard the front door open then close and I also heard May and the sound of Peter's voice, so I took a deep breathe and sat up straight.
Peter's door opened and his eyes slightly widen when he saw me. His face was the exact same face he had the first time I asked him to have sex with me and he walked through that door.
"Hey Pete." I said softly. Peter closed this door and quickly made his way towards me, dropping his backpack.
"Oh my god are you ok? You weren't at school an-"
"Is that my favorite Delmar sandwich?" I asked him, looking down at the bag he had in his hand.
Peter looked at the bag and then back at me, "uh yeah.. I was gonna go to your apartment to ch-"
"Can I have it?"
Peter stared at me and then nodded, "um yeah.. here," He handed me my sandwich and watched me unwrap it and then take a huge bit of it.
I closed my eyes and hummed in bliss, "mmm... thanks Pete." I mumbled softly.
"No problem... are you ok? What's- what's wrong with you?"
I looked down at the floor and slowed down my chewing. I wish I didn't have to tell him because of the Stark Internship and because I know how much it means to him, but I had to not for me but for the baby.
I turned my body towards Peter and my eyes began to fill up with tears.