Tom Holland Imagines

Cheater 2 // Tom Holland

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"Y/n please open up!" Tom begged as he banged on the front door of my apartment. It was hard hearing the man you love beg and pound your door. All I wanted to do was to curl up and cover my ears to block out his voice.

"Please!" He cried.

Pulling my knees to my chest, I wrapped my arms around my legs and took a deep breath, exhaling it out slowly. I could feel myself wanting to cry. I could feel myself wanting to open the door and punch Tom until I no longer had the strength. But my dumbass knew he was cheating, I knew and I didn't do anything until the last minute.

"Go away Tom." I said loudly for him to hear.

"Please open the door!" He begged.

"Go away!" I yelled with a sob coming out at the end.

Kyle dropped me off earlier and handed me my money back with his number. He said if I ever needed a friend, to call him. At least there are some good men in the world.

"I made a mistake!" Tom said. "I fucked up."

"I know!" I replied, wiping a tear off my cheek. "I know." I whispered.

"Please can we talk?"

I slowly stood up from the ground and opened my front door for Tom to come in. When I did his eyes were blood shot and glossy. He's been crying.

We stared at each other for a bit before I opened the door more and looked down to let Tom in. Closing the door slowly once he was inside, he followed me into the living room and we both sat down on the couch. Far away from each other.

"I'm so sorry." Tom began.

I closed my eyes and laid my head on my palm, "you already said that." I mumbled, annoyed by Tom's apologies.

"I do love you Y/n and I'm truly sorry, I had an attraction and made a stupid decision by acting out on it instead of thinking first. You shouldn't have seen that nor should I have done it."

I shrugged, "I knew you were cheating before I actually caught you in act."

"What?" Tom looked dumbfounded, furrowing his eyebrows.

"I've seen the messages and the phone bills... I've also found receipts for jewelry I never got, maybe those were for your mother but... I found a bunch of them and I know Nikki doesn't like it when you spoil her too much. She's grateful but... she has limits."

"Why didn't you break up with me before?" He asked.

I inhaled deeply and shrugged, "I don't know, maybe I thought you would have realized that you cheating was a mistake before now. Maybe it was also because I'm still in love you and I saw the good in you and was to big of a pussy to let you go."

I could feel Tom's eyes on me. I wasn't looking at him though, I was staring at the ground because I knew if I laid eyes on Tom, it'd be over for him and for me. I wasn't going to let out my anger right now.

"You don't love me anymore." I finally broke the silence.

Tom scoffed a little and shook his head, scooting closer to me, "that's not tr-"

"Yes it is because if you did love me, you would've been with me tonight. I would've gotten those jewelries you gave to that girl, I would have given you those hickeys, we would've been trying for a baby right now." I sobbed.

That was it.

"We were talking about having a baby and then you go off and do your own thing while I waited for you like an idiot." I glanced up at Tom, "I'm not an idiot, I'm an amazing girl! I deserve better, I deserve love, I deserve a man who loves me."

I pushed myself against the couch to get away from Tom and brought my knees up to my chest again while I rested my temple on my hand. Tom began to cry. He didn't sob though, Tom was a silent crier.

"But now we go our separate ways." I mumbled because my voice was suddenly weak. I was weak, all I wanted to do was go to sleep and not wake up for hours.

"Please give me another chance." Tom murmured. He took a sharp deep breath to stop himself from sobbing. "Please."

I shook my head. Once a cheater, always a cheater. You can't trust them even if you love them so much, you can't and if you do take them back. You can't trust yourself.

"No." I closed my eyes, still shaking my head.

"Please."

"No." I continued shaking my head slowly.

"Please Y/n." Tom sobbed.

"Get out of my house Tom."

He stayed quiet and wiped his face before standing up to leave. He walked around the couch and stopped by my side, leaning down, giving me a small kiss on top of my head. He walked out and closed the door softly. I wiped my tears away and put my hair in a bun before standing up to go to my bedroom.

I love him, I'm always gonna love him. But no matter who you love, you always gotta love yourself first.