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"Tom where are we going?" Harrison questioned, looking out the window that was covered in rain.
"Just one last turn." I mumbled.
"No Tom!" Harrison said as he took a hold of the wheel and pulled us on to the side of the road. I looked down at my lap and could feel his sad eyes on me. The whole time we've been in the car, I've been driving around in circles going to the places Y/n and I use to hang out.
"You can't keep doing this." My best mate said softly.
"I miss her."
"I know you do but she has moved on"
I looked out the window to avoid Haz seeing me cry. Why does it feel like no one understands why I'm this upset? When I was starting to rise as Spider-Man, Y/n was there for me every step of the way. Even when I tried to break things off with her because I thought the fame was getting to us, she proved to me that wasn't true. While I was in pain physically and emotionally, she was there. There were even days Y/n pushed her feelings away for me. How did I let her slip?
I remember the day she told me she wanted to break up. We were at a family dinner and all day I was focused on that. All day Y/n tried to find a way to talk to me about it but when it came across she was stressed and frustrated, pulled me aside and yelled it out. Her make up becoming a mess. I was heart broken, it hurts a lot when you get your heart broken and watch the one person you love break down just to tell you.
Harrison dropped me off when I didn't respond to him. He said he would drive and he brought me home. My home now felt empty without Y/n in it.
"Thanks Haz," I mumbled as we both got out the car.
He pursed his lips and patted my shoulder, "are you sure you'll be alright all by yourself?"
I sighed and shrugged, "Y/n seemed to think so."
Haz frowned, "mate I could sta-"
I interrupted him, "no... I think I'll be ok."
He gave me once last pat before going to his car. I made my way inside the house and sighed at how quiet it was. Usually when I walk in through the front door, Y/n's music would be playing or her favorite show would be on the tv.
As I got ready for bed, I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my photo album that had pictures of Y/n and I. All I thought about was her making new memories and taking new pictures with her new boyfriend. It hurt like hell, all I wanted to do was cry or punch a wall. At the same time I wanted her here, to hold me and comfort me... but that wasn't gonna happen.
I turned off my phone and laid back on my bed. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and feel her next to me. I know that if I felt this way when we were still dating. I'd do whatever it takes to make her happy.
