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Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Something I grew to accept. I'm not proud of it, it's hard. It's hard dealing with the people inside my head, but I grew to know they're like my family and I love them because they protect me.
I have 5 alters.
Me aka Y/n, Alex, Rose, Emma, and Jordan.
I'm the host, Alex is like an "older" brother, Rose is like an "older" sister and Emma and Jordan are younger than me. They are like siblings to me. Alex is 19, Rose is 16, Emma is 5, and Jordan is 6.
They all came when I was going through something very traumatic and they all helped me, but sometimes they get unbearable.
Right now I was cleaning the house. Did I mention I have a boyfriend? His name is Tom. Yes Tom Holland. I was surprised when he took an interest in me. The day he met me, Rose helped me get dressed and helped me say stuff so I don't end up sounding like a fool. Alex wasn't very happy and wanted to come out but Jordan told him it wasn't a good idea. That he liked Tom and thought it was best for me to tell him I have DID. Jordan is very smart little boy.
Tom is very supportive too. When I first told him... he didn't change his mind about me. He still stayed after my first dissociation.
Moving from cleaning the living room to washing the dishes. I hummed a little song and then heard the front door open. That's when I began to dissociate.
• Tom's POV •
"Alright Haz I'll see you later." I told my mate as I got out of his car.
"Say hi to Y/n for me." He said quickly.
I chuckled, "ok I will." I closed the car door and made my way inside my apartment. I opened the front door and heard water running. I slightly furrowed my eyes brows and made my way into the kitchen once I closed the door.
"Y/n?" I called out since I saw her standing there.
She didn't respond she just stood still. I walked up to her and placed a hand on her lower back.
"Babe?"
She was dissociating.
She blinked her eyes a few times before turning to me.
"Oh sup Tom." She said. Y/n looked behind her and furrowed her eyebrows when she saw my hand on her back.
"Can you move your hand please? It's little awkward."
Oh I'm talking to Alex.
I chuckled a little and stepped back, "sorry mate."
He began to finish the rest of the dishes and I just let out a sigh, placing my hands inside the pockets in front of my jeans.
