Just one pause.

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hi everyone. :) no this is not me saying that this book will end right now, but just a note.

i havent been updating at all lately, not even my poetry books. and ive always brushed it off as a lack of inspiration, loss of motivation.

but now that i think about it...ive havent had any inspiration whatsoever and that worries me. because everytime i start a chapter i end up deleting everything because it wasnt good enough.

i think that ive been writing for the sake of my followers; my readers. and while i appreciate every single one of you, i only think that all my chapters arent good enough because ive always wanted to write for the votes, the comments, more readers.

and then i think...what have i become? ive always written for me and me alone. not anyone else. no one. i write because i want to.

and suddenly theres pressure on me to write a chapter every week and then comes the guilt if i dont.

i love writing, its what my blood's made of, but lately ive begun to hate it, because of all this pressure lately and ive already got a lot on my plate right now..i just hope that all of you will understand.

i just need to take a good, proper break from wattpad, and start writing for myself.

i love all of you, please take care.

bye, for now, at least...because now i need to take care of myself.

love, K.

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