Love Me (Completed)

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"Hindi nga? Type mo si Vik?" Tumawa si Ramos habang iniinom ang beer.

"Best friend naman kayo, ilakad mo na ako." Sabi naman ni Cedric.

I had to roll my eyes at him. Every girls he meet he proclamined that he like them. Ngayon si Viktoria naman?

"Mahirap. Great wall, bro." Umiiling si Liam habang tumatawa.

"Alam mo naman gusto ko 'yung mga challenging. Tsaka chinese naman ako kaya pwede ako." Cedric laughed.

Minura lang siya ni Ramos.

Sa umpisa ay wala akong pakialam until I realized I'm starting to fall for her.

Lahat ng pangaasar na ginagawa ko kay Cedric ay bumalik sa akin. I kept it to myself because I know her and looks like she likes someone else.

Nakuntento na ako na asarin siya at inisin siya. At least that way nakakausap ko siya at napapansin niya ako.

High school pa lang kami ay gusto ko na siya. I thought when I go to college it will go away but our relationship just became deeper.

Lalo na at iisang university kami at madalas siyang tumatambay sa unit ko.

One time she even cross a line when she kissed me on my cheek and I have to hide my smile and acted disgusted in front of her but deep inside I feel like my heart was going to burst out.

So every time she do that I have to keep acting disgusted and pretend I hate it.

Though she have no idea what her kiss do to me. No idea.

Maraming lalaking nagkakagusto sa kanya at gusto ko nalang umaligid sa kanya para walang lumapit na lalaki pero ayaw kong may iba siyang isipin. I'm afraid that she might feel awkward if I do that so I let her know I'm not interested in her by talking to other girls.

Girls that I don't remember one single name after I meet them because every time I talk to them all I can think of is Viktoria.

If there's one thing I learned, it's that there's no one like her. No one as beautiful and smart. As brave as she is. And no one has her confidence.

Kaya kong pigilan ang sarili ko until that Christmas party where she accidentally kissed me on the mouth.

Hindi matanggal sa isip ko ang halik na 'yun. It was not my first kiss but it defnitely felt like one.

I couldn't help but think of how soft her lips when I look at her. How I felt when it happened.

I thought she felt the same too pero parang wala lang sa kanya ang nangyari. She forgot about it as fast as it happened. Doon ko naisip na wala na talaga akong pag asa sa kanya.

Good because in the first place wala naman talaga akong pag asa.

I want to laugh at how pathetic I am. Magkakagusto nalang ako sa isang katulad niya pa. She's just so out of my league.

I thought we couldn't happen. Until that one fateful afternoon.

She went to my unit to wait for the rain to subside and we watch a movie. She snuggled so close to me that I could smell her and my shirt.

I love how my clothes fit her right. Like it's made just for her. I like that she smell like me.

She's so close that I unconciously stared at her lips. Fuck! I'm so fucked.

Isang beses lang. I just want to feel her lips one more time. She may hate me after this but I don't care anymore. Magsisisi ako pag hindi ko pa 'to ginawa.