MiLoh BSGSSB Adventures

Chapter 26:The Calm Before The Storm

9 Sept
Dear Diary
So the bad playing had been going on for a few days and Ms Siew's been in a really bad temper. Everytime i come she complains to me how they used to sound great,but all of a sudden,plunged. I felt my heart plunge and my stomach churn as i tried to avoid their glances. (Oh,and Ms Siew's calling me Coffee Boy cos she says i look like a Kopitiam small boy)
I felt really uncomfortable and couldn't afford to look at them during lessons. I felt like i was really betraying them. During Band they made my guilt even worse by giving me horrified looks when i suggested they get kicked out. Ms Siew seemed ti agree but couldn't bring herself to do it. And then,that fateful night,my Stony Bff told me she had made up her mind,as he heard Mrs Chan and Mrs Toh talking worriedly,and said that it would happen this Friday.

I was extremely worried. I tried concentrating on stuff but i couldn't do anything that night. I decided to message Clarice about it,but she didn't really help. She wasn't even online.
I didn't even try contacting my Stony Bff. He was probably busy marking worksheets or eating cup noodles while watching TV in only his underwear or something.
So i very reluctantly called Yokie's phone. Instead of just her,the whole lot actually said hi into the phone. They all sounded shaky.
"Guys,"i began. "Tomorrow is-" "We know,stupid."interrupted Yang. Her voice was actually shaky.
An awkward silence followed. "I-I really hope our plan t-turns out ok-okay,"i stuttered,not knowing what to say. My heart was breaking just hearing their miserable voices. "I-I'm really sorry that-" "MiLoh."they said simultaneously. I paused. "We know you feel bad about this whole thing,and that your love got in the way of our CCA. But think about it,"said Diya, "if Ed Eew gets caught,ans even if we DO get kicked out of Band,that's not going to ruin our friendship,is it? We'll be fine. We just have to work harder."
I couldn't control myself. As a man,i'm ashamed to say i cannot control my emotions because i am way too emotional. I could feel myself choking and gasping,about to sob like a baby. I tried very hard to endure all my fear,but ended up making weird noises over the phone.
"It's ok."said Yokie in her small,innocent voice. "You...you can cry if you want. Don't keep it in."
That broke the last straw and once again,i burst out sobbing. I wasn't surprised to hear Jo,Diya,Yokie and Xuan starting to cry as well,since they get affected by others' emotions easily.
"I-I know y-you guys know w-what i'm about t-t-to s-say,"i sobbed,"b-but i can't h-help but say it an-anyway. I'm really s-sorry y-you all have t-to put up with this. N-no Secondary School k-k-kid should be s-so un-unlucky." Xuan broke out howling and her wails slowly faded away, so i assumed she had gone to the toilet to cry her heart out.
"It's ok. Really."replied Yang in her monotonous voice. That voice,despite its flatness,contained so much emotion.
I continued to sob uncontrollably. Even though this sobbing session was held over the phone,it felt like as if they were right beside me crying their hearts out. After a while,we all calmed down and i felt a lot better. "Get some rest for tomorrow."Yokie said before i could,and they hung up before i could wish them good night.
Signed
MiLoh
Author's note:Hi to all readers!!! I felt like this chapter was written mainly to get the feels on,and yeah it's ok if you are crying you can always say there are onions with you:') thanks for being with MiLoh throughout his journey so far and hope you enjoyed it,because there's more exciting stuff to come!
Pls tell me if this chapter made you cry. I'm sorry but i really gotta know if this made people cry.