I can't…
I can't say anything.
Si Josh at Faye… BREAK NA??
Anak ng minions naman oh! Ano na namang ginawa ng Faye Marasigan na yon?
Sumakit bigla ang ulo ko sa kanila. =_______=
Parang gusto ko rin tuloy uminom. Pero di ng beer… ng milk tea.
Kaso, alam ko namang wala nun dito so, I tried to order a smoothie instead.
Buti na lang meron. Jusme. Natuyuan ata ako ng laway!
Josh remained quiet and continued to gulp down the bottles of beer in front of him.
I took a sip from my smoothie before trying to start a conversation.
"Haynako, Josh. Wala ka na talaga sa wisyo. May pa 'bar where we first met' line ka pa. Di kaya tayo dito unang nagkita. Sa university niyo kaya, remember?"
Medyo off topic muna ako dahil di ko alam kung pano ko iha-handle pag umiyak siya or something.
Though, parang imposible naman yun dahil lalaki siya and I know he won't start a drama in this public place.
Pano ba kasi mag-comfort ng isang lalaki? Di to napag-aralan nung college! T_______T
He simply shrugged and ignored my words.
Trial One: FAIL.
Buntong hininga.
Ano bang gagawin ko sa Josh na to? Pukpukin ko na lang kaya to ng bote ng beer ng matauhan? Tss.
Tinext ko si Alex para magpasundo. Di ko kayang buhatin ang isang to kung sakali mang bumagsak siya dahil sa kalasingan. Saka mamaya sukahan pa ko neto. Gross!
Kalma lang, Sam. Habaan ang pasensya.
Sinamahan at inunawa ka ni Josh nung time na brokenhearted ka kay Alex. So, ikaw naman ang kailangang umintindi sa kanya ngayon.
I took another sip from my drink.
Uggh. Ano bang gagawin ko? =_____=
Josh asked for another bottle of beer. I immediately grabbed it from him before it even reach his mouth.
Lasing na siya.
"Enough, Josh. Uuwi na tayo."
"Just… just leave me, okay?!" He almost shouted at me as he get the beer back from my hand.
"I know that I can't do anything to ease your pain. But, I won't leave you, Josh. I'll stay here!" I stressed with my voice raised like him.
He looked at me with bewildered eyes.
Maybe, he's surprised--probably touched--with my words…
…and for the first time tonight, he gave me a small smile.
< * * * >
I smiled at my phone after reading Alex's text message. Malapit na raw sya. Buti naman! :)
Kaso, nung napatingin ako dito sa katabi ko, nalungkot na naman ako bigla.
Parang ibang tao talaga yung kasama ko ngayon.
Sino bang kumidnap sa twin bro Josh ko?? Ibalik niyo na siya. Huhuness. :<
Naubos ko na yung smoothie ko.
"Josh…"
"Oh?"
"You know what I do whenever I feel sad?"
