Loki's Obsession

Author's Note

Hello my lovelies. Sorry this is not an update. I've just been dealing with a lot of stuff lately and I need you all to bare with me through it.I have recently had a stalker incident and I'm just very shaken by it and I guess with this incident this story is becoming a lot more real and terrifying to me. So don't be surprised if I take a few weeks to update.

Honestly I just need to rant right now about what has been going on in my life. In the last few months I have dropped a lot of weight and I look really awesome thanks to that. This is good for me because I'm happier I am feeling better all the time but it has also been very difficult on me. Most medical based weight loss things make you go through a fair amount of councilling because you are psychologically treated very differently with your new found weightloss. Seeing how I took it on by myself I never did that.

In fact I haven't been this thin since I was 14. The bad news is that I have a lot of newfound attention and I'm very uncomfortable with the attention I receive. I told you all about the sexual harrassment I had to deal with. Well now I get hit on so frequently that I'm not sure what to do other than to just say no and move on. But now I get a lot of attention from men (my co-workers who never showed even a tiny bit of interest in me, my male managers many of whom are married or dating someone, and even random men that I've never met) who often get a bit creepy.

Well a few weeks ago I started up online dating to try to get over my ex. Now I've become very popular and a guy that I hardly spoke to began obsessing over me. He managed to find my phone number and has been texting me and it has been weirding me out a lot. It affected my performance at work all day and I guess I am just afraid that this guy will try something. I had a stalker before and he is behind bars now (for reasons unrelated to stalking me, instead it was for beating the crap out of a girl he was dating).

So I was visibly shaken by all this and a few of my managers asked me what was up because I clearly wasn't myself. They pulled me out of the box office and asked me if I was okay. I wasn't so I had to tell my managers what was going on because if I have a serious possibilty of being attacked by a stalker they really need to know so they can keep an eye on me.

So I will be going on hiatus with this story for just a few weeks at the most until all of this blows over. I just don't think I can be writing a story about obsession like this while I am the victim of a similar obsession. I love you guys. I hope you can understand.