Jesy's POV
After Eloise's bedtime meltdown last night, she didn't sleep an awful lot. I had expected her to have a nap at some point during the day but it was now nearly dinner time and she hadn't.
Me: "Ellie, why don't you have a nap before dinner?" I suggested watching her struggle to stay awake playing with Olivia.
Eloise: "No, I'm not tired..." she said sitting herself bolt upright.
Me: "Don't lie baba, I can see that you are tired," I said hoping that a sterner approach would make her admit.
Eloise: "I'm not tired, I wanna play with Livy," she said crossing her arms determined.
Me: "Okay, don't have a nap," I gave in, I wasn't going to argue with her about taking a nap, she'd fall asleep eventually.
Sticking to her guns, Eloise didn't sleep that night. At all. That night.
I had put her to bed like normal, after a bath and a story, at just after 7pm. Normally I would check in on them about thirty minutes later and both girls would be fast asleep. When I checked tonight, Olivia was sleeping soundly, Eloise wide awake staring at the ceiling.
Me: "Eloise, go to sleep darling. It's late and it's time to sleep," I said tucking the duvet cover up to her chin again.
Eloise: "I wanna sleep in your bed with you..." she said quietly reaching up to be held.
Me: "No, sleep in here in your own bed," I said, inwardly panicking she hadn't asked to sleep with me for a long time.
Eloise: "With you... please mama," she practically begged me wriggling to sit up.
Me: "No angel, it's bedtime and you're going to sleep in here," I said lying her down, "I love you, see you in the morning," I said leaving the room, it absolutely broke my heard she was clearly having a bad time, but I didn't want to give in and be stuck like we were before when she couldn't sleep in her own bed.
I sat back downstairs with my phone but I knew that wasn't going to be the end of the drama for the evening. Just a few minutes later, there was a little voice from the stairs.
Eloise: "Mama?" she said quietly peering down from the stairs.
Me: "Eloise? What are you doing downstairs?" I said sighing.
Eloise: "I wanted you..." she said coming closer and climbing on the couch next to me.
Me: "What's the matter? You've not been yourself today..." I wondered, "Do you feel poorly?" I suggested.
Eloise: "No, I wanna sleep with you..." she whined as I lifted her on to my lap.
Me: "Why? You've been such a good little girl sleeping in your own bed for a really long time," I praised exaggeratedly.
Eloise: "I don't want to anymore..."
Me: "Come on, let's get all cosy and I'll tell you a story," I said hoping that she would fall asleep and I would be able to put her straight in to bed.
Eloise snuggled in to my shoulder as I told the story of 'Cinderella' she began to suck her thumb about half way through so I thought that she would be fast asleep by the time Cinderella had made it to the ball but as Prince Charming and Cinderella married she was still wide awake. I had no idea how she was doing it, she must have been exhausted!
Me: "Go on, Ellie, go to sleep," I nudged rocking her back and forth.
Eloise: "No, I only sleep with you in your bed..." she said adamantly.
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Jesy's Little Girls (Little Mix Adoption Story)
De TodoWhen Jesy, Olivia and Eloise's parents are killed in a car accident, twenty six year old Jesy becomes a 'Mum' overnight. Jesy is determined to give Olivia & Eloise the childhood, with the help from her friends, that their parents would have wanted...