"What the..what did I just..?!?" I utter under my breath as I go through my messages on my phone after randomly checking on my Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.
It is already Friday night, I decided to take a run on my inbox to see if I texted someone or someone texted me for some plans for the weekend and I just remember..
iMessage from Me > Ryan Guzman: Got nothing to do on Saturday. Wanna hang out? 😏
Dios mio. I had sent it to Ryan and it sounded so flirty! And that emoji on the last part was totally not helping. It would have been just fine if I had sent it to Leah, but to Ryan? Srsly what has got into your head Jennifer. What would he think.. We didn't had much communication after all that rumors that we're dating in 2015-2016 and now I just suddenly ask him out for a hang out through a random text like wow.
I just hope he already changed his number. Well, maybe he already did after all these years cause I sent him that text last Tuesday and he hasn't send me a reply yet. Phew, good for me.
"Mommy, Tashi and El wants to come over and stay for the night." My daughter Emme came downstairs making me turn away from the television, I mean my phone (cause I wasn't actually paying attention to the show I'm supposedly watching).
"Sure thing baby. That's very great. They know they're always welcome here in our house." I say, giving her a peck on her forehead.
"Thanks mom."
Glancing back to the television, an ad flashes on the screen where Mariah Carey is singing All I Want For Christmas as it's background music. I'm annoyed by that ad. I mean, I'm annoyed not because of Mariah but, it's almost the 3rd week of January already and they still have that kind of ads that's only relevant on Christmas seasons. Anyway, they say everyday can be Christmas so..
My phone rings, notifying me of a new message. I swipe on the screen to unlock it and to see who it is.
And the most unexpected person sent me the most unexpected text.
iMessage from Ryan Guzman > Me:
Hi Jen! It's been a while. I would love to dine and eat with you😏 Shall we say, 3pm on Saturday?
Reading Ryan's reply literally made me froze for a while. But I was glad he didn't ask questions like if I was okay or if it was sent to a wrong number cause as I've said, we had no connection for few years already. He hasn't changed. I can feel it. And that smirk emoji is something..
My phone rings again, making me almost jump. Atleast it's not an another message from Ryan, it's from someone else.
iMessage from Leah > Me: At my place tomorrow afternoon. I've got a guy to introduce 😉
iMessage from Me > Leah: your new toyboy?😏 glad you're going out and having a life. But I've already got other plans for tomorrow
iMessage from Leah > Me: Ohh? Alex is away. It must be boring staying at home. Anyway, text me if you change ur mind..
I guess I no longer need to reply to that and to tell her further details, so that's the end of me and Leah's conversation. And because I'm not going to change my mind.
I'm definitely looking forward for tomorrow's plans 😏🙏
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Lust and Love
FanfictionHe's still haunting me. He's constantly creeping into my dreams. He's still in my wild fantasies. He can still make me feel ecstasy like he always did. He's still my most favorite nightmare. A nightmare that I know someday would crash me into pieces...
