Lust and Love

😝15 : Let's get loud

"Mommy are we, Max, gonna go with you to the concert later evening?" Emmé asks as I'm combing her hair.

"No honey. You still have classes tomorrow," I say. "Ella and Tashi will gonna be just staying here too anyway."

"And who will babysit?"

I look at Alex then tell Emmé, "You're gonna be fine with Alex, right?"

"I'll babysit the kids?" He asks a little freaked out. "The question is, are you gonna be fine going to the concert alone?"

Because there's no way I'm gonna meet Ryan while my very own boyfriend is there. Did I mention that Ryan and I still exchange messages whenever I have time? And he IS going to be there to see my show. I'm not sure if he's going to meet me up after my performance. He knows Leah will be there and told me he doesn't like it that much when she's there. And I'm not sure too, if Leah's bringing her boyfriend with her.

"There's Benny and Leah, hon so basically I'm not alone." I say, hoping that will convince him. "My van's gonna be here at 6pm to pick me up."

"There.." I said after braiding my daughter's light-brown hair. "You look so pretty like mommy!!"

"Thanks mama," she leaves.

Macho comes near me, cups my face and says, "Look.. are you sure you're gonna be fine?"

I smile. "Of course baby. Just promise me to be there for the kids and that will make everything better."

"Okay." He kisses me.

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"THANK YOU SO MUCH, LOS ANGELES!!!" I shout to all of my audience after singing the closing song which was a remix of On the Floor that made everyone dance on their feet.

Seeing people with diverse backgrounds, sing and dance along while I perform always makes me feel that I entertained them successfully. I've seen Leah in the audience, with Beau beside her. On my performances, it's either she's in the audience or in the backstage.

I didn't see Ryan in the front rows.

Heading backstage, my assistants come over me to do their job but I only ask them about my phone. I just feel like that's the very first thing I need right now.

iMessage from Ryan > Me: I can't show up until it's only you and me..

"I'll be fine on my own, just take care of my stuffs." I tell my assistants as I make my way to my dressing room alone. Ryan can be so mysterious sometimes. And it excites me.

I look around to see if the coast is clear, or if Ryan is around. I was going to text him that I'm already at my dressing room but when I open the door..

"Ms. Lopez.."

I'm immediately pulled into a hot French kiss and me directly closing and locking the door behind me. I kiss him back as passionate as I can, oh god I miss him. It's been a week since I last saw Ryan. I pull him close and he leads me to a nearby glam table where some of the make-up kits and hair-styling tools are being placed, without breaking the kiss.

Then he swerves those stuffs aside (but not to the point they fall to the floor), grabs my ass and lifts me up and places me on the table, then kissing me much harder if that's even possible..

With him in between my legs and while our lips are still locked, he traces my spine with his hand then pulls down the zipper of my costume as soon as he found it. He breaks the kiss just to take off my sparkly costume from me, leaving me in my skintone undies.

He stares at my eyes as he kneels down infront of me, with his face leveled with my.. you know.. He slips off my soaked panties and eats me out.

"Ohh Ryaan.."

I keep pulling on his hair as he continues licking my clit and adding his fingers to the mix.

After my orgasm, he licks it clean then stands up and looks into my eyes.
"Hmm.. so sweet, Ms. Lopez.."

I feel guilty of cumming into his beautiful face.

"Look, we need to be quick or they'll suspect." I say as my hands automatically unzip his pants then to his boxers..

He assures, "Last five minutes."

He cups my face and drowns me with his infamous passionate kiss.

Then he thrusts into me without warning, skin to skin: no condom. I don't think I can still get pregnant at the age of 48 anyway.

"PUTAA"

"Does it hurt?"

"No.. It's just.. It's so good but I can't be loud.. or they will hear us." I explain.

"I thought you said Let's get loud?" he jokes.

He continues thrusting in and out. I hated myself for being a moaning mess.

"Shh behave Ms. Lopez," he whispers.

"I....CAAAN'T....UGH...SHITTT.."

He goes faster and harder and he covers my mouth with his hand instead. I mentally laughed at this sneaky situation.

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I try my best to act "normal" around Leah, Benny, and well yeah Beau, who were immediately at the backstage. Good thing they were busy talking about stuffs, they didn't notice me gone for a bit. And by the way, Leah and I are now okay.

"Hi guys", Ryan suddenly butts-in in our conversation as if he just came in and as if I hadn't seen him a while ago. Good actor.

"Oh heyy Ry-Ry!" Leah cheers. "What a coincidence!" She eyes me suspiciously. I just ignored Beau's same reaction but I'm careful not to go near him or he goes honking my ass again.

"Not really. Actually my girlfriend brought me with her. She wanted to see JLo's concert."

Thanks to Ryan he made a quick excuse. Or was it true he's with his "girlfriend"? (And who/where is she?) Anyway I'm just glad that we're far from the chances of getting caught of doing something naughty a while ago.. Forgive me Santa.