He's still haunting me.
He's constantly creeping into my dreams.
He's still in my wild fantasies.
He can still make me feel ecstasy like he always did.
He's still my most favorite nightmare.
A nightmare that I know someday would crash me into pieces...
After few minutes of heavy make-out, we take a pause to catch our breaths. He looks at me straight into my eyes and I can't even do that. I just look at his lips and smile. He tugs some strands of my hair behind my ear then he tilts my chin up so my eyes would meet his.
"Jen.."
"I want you Ryan," I confess as I finally look at him. "I want to have you.."
"Like how much I want to have you now?" He pulls me close to his body as he keeps soothing my back.
"Sí. Give it to me papi.." I say as I pull him into a deep, tender kiss.
Oh God.. I miss his lips. The way he kisses.. The way he touches me everywhere.. The way he makes contact with my body.. so good.
I'm not drunk, there's no single presence of alcohol here. I just want to enjoy the moment.
He lays me down on the couch and lets go of my lips.
"Shall we do it here?" He still manages to ask.
"Yes baby.." I reach out to pull his shirt off his head and unzip his pants to get us started.
He immediately peel my clothes off of me and slips off my bra and it fell on the floor, leaving me with my panties alone. He divides my legs and he places himself in between them. He cups my boobs and squeezed them then licks my hardened nipples.
"Ryan please.." I beg as I play with his hair.
"How do you want it, Ms. Lopez?" He whispers seductively. "Do you want me to speed it up.. or go slow?"
"Take it slow baby.." I demand. "I don't want us to end fast.." I apply my best seductive voice to turn him on more.
"But we can go more rounds if we want.."
He immediately takes out a small pack from his pocket, unwraps it and rolls the condom down his erected manhood.
He whispers into my ears as he hovers on top of me. "Tell me if it hurts, okay?"
Even at his most horny moments, he's still a very gentleman.
"As if I'm a virgin.." I smirk.
He slowly pulls down my panties off my feet and set it aside.
"I know but it would still hurt, isn't it?" Then without further hesitation, he slides into me, an uncontrollably loud and helpless moan escapes from my mouth.
Even if we didn't do so much foreplay, or even if he hadn't tongued or fingered me, I was soaked and lubricated enough to make his whole length push inside. But.. it hurts a little bit. Now I understand foreplays are really very important.
I know it's not our first but it definitely feels like it is..
I fucking hate myself for saying this.. but I miss this. I miss doing this with him.
He soothes my legs up and down for few strokes then he grabs my ass before thrusting again.
"Hmm so good, Ms. Lopez.." He groans and he's very hot when he does that.
His right hand travels from my ass, to my abs, to my boobs, and any part of me he wants to touch to while his other hand is steady on my hip so he can go back and fourth easily.
"OOOHHH RYYYAAN.." I moan his name seductively to encourage him to go harder and deeper.
"You.. Love.. That.. Ms. Lopez?" He utters every word after every vigorous thrust, making me gasp again and again.
"Hmm yes baby.. Harder.." I demand.
"Your wish is my command Ms. Lopez.." He thrusts harder, deeper and faster.
"Dios mio.." I can't help but moan in pleasure.. It's just so good. It's like I've finally get what I'm longing for. Ryan gives me exactly what I need. "Que es tan buena.."
He loves it when I moan in Spanish. He says it sounds so sexy.
My hands would squeeze unto him everytime he thrusts in me and I don't wanna ruin his sexy body. To avoid my nails from digging unto his back and leaving marks, I just wrap my arms around him and hug him tight. I don't care if he'll crush me with his weight.
He continues pumping in a faster pace while also kissing my neck, my chest.. sucking my boobs.. then finally kissing my lips passionately while thrusting in me until we both reach the climax.
We went two more rounds and after that he already ran out of condoms because he only had one small pack and each pack has three condoms only so we eventually finished.
We just cuddle for a few more moments. Though I want to stay with him through the night, I can't do that cause of course, I have to get home and it's almost 8pm already. And we had only ate popcorn and pizza during the movie marathon.
Ryan helps me put back my clothes. He's always been like that and most men after sex don't do that. He helps me don't look like I just had sex so that no one will suspect about us.
He kisses my forehead before we go outside of their house. We then head to his car, then I saw a familiar car at the other side of the street. My immediate reaction is to hurry up and get inside Ryan's car because it might be someone I know. Even if it's evening, the streetlights are enough to reveal my face to anyone and will eventually recognize me.
"Are you okay Ms. Lopez?" He asks as he puts his seatbelt on. "You look like you've just seen a ghost. Haven't you got over the movie?"
"I think I see Alex."
"Oh. Why is he here?"
"I forgot to tell you he has a five-day appointment here in Sacramento."
Ryan nods knowingly and starts the engine. "I'll drive you home now before someone will notice you here."
He reaches out to hold my hand.
"Hey.." I say as I entwine my fingers with his. "I can trust you, right?"
He smiles at me and assures, "Of course. As if we didn't do something like this before," he smirks.
"It's a deal," I smirk back.
"Deal, Ms. Lopez."
******
"Deal."
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