Lust and Love

💙46 - "I love you till my last breath.."

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Noticing that it's morning already, I feel something so odd today as I slowly open my eyes. Like something BIG is going to happen. I reach for my phone on the nearby nightsand to check the calendar if it's Friday the 13th or something. But I find out that today is Wednesday and it's 29th of August.

Still on my silky white nighties and thick blanket covering me, I turn to my side, only to see that Alex had already waken up and probably already downstairs. And perhaps preparing breakfast himself. I get up and stretch a bit then I heard small three knocks on the door and I could even barely hear. Probably it's my daughter Emme. If it has been louder then I would say it's Max.

"Come in," I say.

But no one enters nor knocks again. Or even answered at all.
I wonder who might that be. Probably Alex trying to prank or surprise me. Or probably just my imagination because I just woke up? What ever it is, I just get off the bed and open it myself.

Twisting the knob and opening the door, I don't know what to do after I saw the person standing in front of me. I'm frozen.

"Oh my god, what are you doing here???" I try to whisper as much as possible and contain myself.

"I miss you, Jennifer."

"Oh my god, Ryan.." I panic and look around behind him to make sure no one sees us or him here in our house.

"You can't just come here!" I practically shouted in a whispering manner, if that's even possible.

"Don't you miss me?" He whispers and oh how much I miss that sexy voice of his that tingles pleasantly in my ears. Oh fuck, I feel weak again.

"Of course I miss you. Come inside. You can't be seen by anyone!" I pull him inside my bedroom, which was really a wrong move but I have no other choice. I close the door behind us.

I don't know what to do with him, he can't hide here for long. For sure Alex will come here and find him and I can't just let that happen!

"You are so stupid," I say as I am biting my fingernails nervously. "Why are you here and how did you get in?"
He sighs then looks at me straight into my eyes and answers, "I just can't help it. I need to see you. I really miss you, Jen."

Even if my nervousness level is up to the roof, I can't help but smile and giggle a bit of what he just said. Can't you imagine how he managed to get in here in a very sneaky yet careful way just to see me cause he misses me? I mean that's hella risky. And now we can't figure out how he can get out of here.

"You're crazy, right?" I laugh. "You are so crazy, Ryan."

"I'm afraid I believe I am, Miss Lopez." He supports my statement. "I'm crazy about you. And I'll do anything just to see you and be with you even for the smallest amount of time."

I want to cry after hearing Ryan's words. He is standing near the closed door, I decided to go closer to him and look at him right in his face.

"Ryan, why are you just so good?? I know I've ask you this a couple of times but I still don't get why are you still after me. Why do you want me so much?"

"Because you're all I ever wanted. But we are never destined to be together. I want you so bad for myself. I love everything about you. I love you from head to toe.." He comes nearer to me and cups my face with one hand. "I love you from every strand of your hair to your fingertips. You are perfect to me. Even if you can never ever be mine, you'll always be my world, Jennifer. Always."