Lust and Love

Can't get enough

A/N: Hey! This might be getting annoying but I CAN'T GET ENOUGH of this fic. I mean, I don't really care  anymore what y'all think about me still crazy about *coughs* Ryannifer *coughs*😪

I just can't get over them so much and I'm really not planning to. But Jlo is already engaged to ARod and so is Ryan's already a dad to Christiane's baby. Yeah whatever, really. At least I still can escape from that bitter reality through my fanfics. At least they can be together in my imagination haha.

Anyway enough about it.. I know you'll think this book is turning into a  SMUT ONE-SHOTS or whatever but yeah.. that happens. If you read this far then lucky you cause there's so much more content ahead just for ya! Get wet! Uh-I mean,  read on and don't forget to VOTE and LEAVE a comment!  It could be anything, a compliment, or an insult, it's TOTALLY fine and I'm not even sarcastic😉

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Don't ask me why but I got the house all by myself today. The kids are in school. Alex has a sudden urgent meeting to attend to. I would have gone with him but I suddenly want to have a "ME Time" at home and so he agrees.

I've been so busy again lately. I haven't relaxed that much since the Met, and my massive preparation for It's my Party Tour.  As human as I am, I also need to have a little break to breathe. First show is on 7th of June.

I eventually regret not going with him or at least going anywhere cause I got bored few hours later. When I couldn't think of anything else to do, that's when I start to do stupid things. I invite Leah to come over and to have some casual talk so we could simply hang out. It's not that it's stupid to invite her over, but I did some other stuffs. I also invited someone else aside from her.

"Hi Jen!"

I immediately walk towards her as soon as she's in the family room.

"Heyyy Leah!!"

I hug her so tight like I haven't seen her for years. It's partially true though cause it's been a while since she came over here.

"Hmmm I miss you babe. I miss you." I still hasn't let go of her and I guess she's already a bit taken a back. I could sense her confusion in her face though I'm not technically seeing it. I just feel like i wanna play with her for a second.

"You sure can't live on this fucked up world without me. I'm your medicine." She retorts.

"I miss you, Lee. Oh god I really miss you.." I hug her tighter, pressing her body to me so hard. She acts like she's choked. I want to annoy her.

"Oh come on Jen, cut it out! I can't breathe!" She tries straddling me but I cling unto her like a leech.

"No, I miss my best friend. I can't let her go yet."

"No seriously.. Okay what do want now? Favor again? You're so abusive, Jennifer. Cause you know I can't say no to you."

She keeps on pushing me away in a playful way, not in a harsh way, so I finally let her go.

We talk and keep up about each others lives. We eat and drink. Talk, laugh. And talk some more. She always makes me laugh. She would always claim that she's the funny one between us two. Look, I'm funny too, but when she's around, she gets that crown. She makes me laugh like nobody else can. One of the infinite reasons why I love Leah so much.