Lust and Love

🙌26 - On the Floor

Jennifer Lopez's POV

Alex came back yesterday and we brought our blended family together to a dinner. We all went to a fine restaurant then had so much good time with the kids. We looked like a complete happy family. I did my best around Alex as if I had nothing going on in my head at all. Then in the later night, we made love. But I wasn't too focused on what we were doing. I was thinking about something else and you know what it is. I even feel guilty about faking some of my moans. But generally, it was good though.

Even with Alex already home, I surely can still manage to sneak out and meet with Ryan. We need to discuss about everything and I'm glad that he's very eager to solve them out with me. He promises me he would do anything for me. For the sake of us. Of our careers. Of our lives. I wonder what happens after solving this. Would we still continue our relationship?

Of course we can continue our friendship. But our..

iMessage from Me > Ryan : At my house in Beverly Hills at 11pm.

I just really have to do this.

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Ryan Guzman's POV

I know we can't talk this kind of problem just over the phone. But I still can't figure out how she can still manage to sneak out at this very hour with Alex and the kids at home. Well, she's Jennifer Lopez after all. She can do everything.

At 10:53pm I already arrived at her Beverly Hills residency and it was raining. I've went here for some time but it was a long time ago. It's where she lives before moving in with Alex after buying another home in LA. She also had another mansion in Beverly Hills but was sold to the famous Filipino boxer Manny Pacquiao..

Giving my identity to the guards at the gate one of them says, "Mr. Guzman, you're the only visitor that Jennifer's been waiting tonight."

Not sure what to respond, I just nod knowingly and smile at them before I drive to the parking space.

I hurry up to her house and another guard opens the door for me, she is already standing there. As the door closes behind me I immediately ask her, "The guards won't tell, would they?"

"Of course it's none of their businesses if I invite anyone in this house. This is mine and I can definitely invite anyone I want. Come in." She invites even though I'm already in.

We walk towards the family room and we're just silent. We then sit on the nearest couch as soon as we're there. She sits first then I sit beside her, but not too close though. I think we need to keep some distance.

It's a perfect coincidence that when I start looking at her, she is also glancing at me. Our eyes meet, hers are red, a hint that she's been crying. And there are bags under her eyes. I rarely see her in this state.

I start to speak up to help her open up of what we are about to discuss. "Miss Lopez, tell me everything. I'm just here everytime you need me."

And I really meant everytime.

I put my hand on hers and give it a little squeeze just to give her comfort. She looks at it then looks somewhere else.

Sighing, she finally says, "I'll just make this short, Beau has a video of us kissing, he threatens me he'll post it but he won't do that as long as I pay him sex anytime and anywhere he wants."

Her eyes are slowly filled with tears while speaking.

"We all know that he is dating my bestfriend. It just doubled my guilt and the worse is, he often fucks me at her very own house when she's not around.." Her voice is cracking and she starts to cry.