A/N: I couldn't come up with a good title. I'm currently listening to Timbaland's If we ever meet again ft. Katy Perry so..
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It's not been a very tiring day, thankfully. I went to the gym this morning together with Alex, of course. Afterwards, we went shopping for Max and Emme's school supplies cause as I've said before, their classes will start few days from now. Anyone who knows my status right now would always think that I should be home schooling my kids. That's also what I wanted for them. But the coconuts always wanted to be in a real school just like where other normal kids go so they can mingle with others. And I think that's kind of a good mind set so I allowed them to go to a real school.
Alex's daughters were also there. They will be going with the same school as the coconuts. Tashi will be in middle school while Ella will be same grade as Max and Emme.
Satisfied that what's needed to be done for the day are all done, all I'm looking forward to right now is a really good night sleep and get new things done again by tomorrow.
My tensed muscle relaxes as I continue to shower, but not soaking my hair cause I'm going to sleep afterwards. I've been here in the bathroom for like an hour already. It's just so relaxing and it's one of the moments where I can have a clear mind, think about a lot of stuffs and do some self reflecting. After few more moments, finished washing and all that, I dry myself with a towel then wrap myself with my bathrobe. I step out of the bathroom feeling fresh and even better, the bathroom in mine and Alex's bedroom.
After I change into my nighties in the dressing room just next to the bathroom, when I get out, Alex is already there, just sitting on his side of the bed. Already in his sleeping attire, he comfortably lays his back on the headboard while scrolling through his phone, probably busy posting stuffs about me on instagram again. His social media accounts almost look like a "JLo stan" or a "JLo fan account" like how other people would like to call it. They would even say that Alex is the "perfect instagram boyfriend" that every girl needs. Now I don't know if I should be flattered with that.
"Look at this, love," Alex says showing me his phone as soon as I join him on the bed, getting under the sheets with him.
"Hmm what is it?"
He is showing me an article from the internet. It's a news saying something like, Alex and I secretly GOT MARRIED over the summer. And that, the honeymoon took place in Italy. Which, is honestly a lie. We only went to Italy for a short vacation. I just laugh out at the news as I read the first few statements.
"Let them think what they think! Hahahaha.."
"Yeah you're right, but seriously? These people seem to always rush us to settle down." He answers, also laughing along with me.
"Because they see us as a perfect couple. A match made in heaven." Or are we?
Alex smiles at me then he pecks me on the lips. I really don't know why and I hate to say this but I feel like I shouldn't have said what I just said to him. I mean, I feel like it came out from my mouth dry and lame. Like I didn't really mean it. But really, it's true tho. We always look perfect together in the public eye.
After that, there is a sudden mere silence. And if you think there is going to be a steamy scene about to happen, then you're wrong. We are going to pass from it for tonight. Actually I had sex with him twice shortly after that scary nightmare incident just so I could forget about it. But I never told him about my dream though. I don't think it's necessary for him to know. And while we did it, I was so careful not to moan someone else's name.
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Lust and Love
FanfictionHe's still haunting me. He's constantly creeping into my dreams. He's still in my wild fantasies. He can still make me feel ecstasy like he always did. He's still my most favorite nightmare. A nightmare that I know someday would crash me into pieces...