I don't know why but I got so tired after the concert. I've been doing this sort of things my whole life and now I feel so drained. I got home late in the evening and all I wanted to do was to fall into my bed and sleep. Macho was being romantic and understanding, he offers to carry me upstairs to our bedroom. Of course I let him. I almost passed out on his arms but I still managed to clasp onto my phone..
He drops me on our bed then he removes my heels and set them aside. I feel my phone vibrating on my hand so I unlock it while he's out of sight. Even with my last energy, I gotta read this message.
iMessage from Ryan > Me: Your performance was very hot;)
I can't resist from replying.
iMessage from Me > Ryan: What performance? 😏 Onstage or "backstage"
My one last energy would be for reading his next reply..
iMessage from Ryan > Me: BOTH😏
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A week later..
"What are you busy for, J.Lo??"
She knows I hate it when she calls me like that.
"Ugh stop that.. L.Re," I know that was lame but still..
"L.Re? Well that sucks. Anyway what are you doing? What's with that quiet and thinking face?" Leah asks.
"I'm planning for the twins' birthday."
"God. It's like the first week of February come on, too early."
"I'll be busy later on, so gotta plan this ahead."
"That's easy, walk them to a park and buy them ice cream and their fave foods and cake and stuffs."
"It's not just like that!" I laugh. "They're not a bunch of 3-year olds anymore. We've been to Disneyland and parties and inviting their friends in their previous birthdays, your suggestion just won't work out."
"Okay I know, I know.. I'm kidding.. But hey, have it in a simple way you know? Like how other "normal" families do. Give them gifts, go to church and thank God cause duhh that's what you do.. then the important thing is you got your family together."
Laughing at her unusualness, I say, "Well now you're talking about simplicity and thankfulness stuffs.."
It's a Saturday so basically Leah comes at my house then takes me to hers to just well.. hang out at her place. Sometimes we really need to have our "time" together.. You know, girly/bestfriend stuffs and like that..
But it turns out that while we were hanging out at her house, her skinhead boyfriend comes over, totally ruining our quality time together. Never been a 'third wheel' before cause it's often her being one, but there's also no way I'm sharing my time with my bestfriend with her fucking idiot toyboy who was my equally idiot ex-boyfriend.
It is supeeer awkward and the worst part is, when Leah says she needs to run to a store and will be back in 30 minutes. Fucking long 30 minutes!!!
"Uh why don't you just bring Beau with you?"
"I'll be so quick Jen."
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Lust and Love
FanfictionHe's still haunting me. He's constantly creeping into my dreams. He's still in my wild fantasies. He can still make me feel ecstasy like he always did. He's still my most favorite nightmare. A nightmare that I know someday would crash me into pieces...
