Lust and Love

👀12 : "I know she misses you too."

I wake up early so I can cook breakfast for Max and Emmé since I don't have an early appointment for the day. My next schedule will still be this afternoon, an appearance at the Ellen show.

I love to keep myself busy for my kids. I feel like a supermom. This is what I want to do everyday and don't just depend on maids and personal assistants and bodyguards and manager just like other normal mothers are. But because of my career..

I make tuna sandwiches and pancakes; the usual breakfast for them. I'm tired of serving them the same food when I'm the one who prepares their breakfast. Maybe I should ask Ryan for some of his recipes. He's now into cooking and maybe he has different twists for breakfast. Not just the boring egg & bacon, cheesedogs, sandwich, pancakes, cereals..

I let my driver and bodyguard send the coconuts to school. I kiss them goodbye.

"Bye mommy!"

"BYEEE MOOMMMY!!!"

"Bye darlings! Be good at school!"

That louder one was my little boy, Max. He's always the more active and more hyper one. Emmé is a shy type just like me when I was little.

Now I have the house on my own. Our maids Martha and Barbara only comes to the house whenever I call them to come over and help around. I like having our home on our own with no maids just like most normal families do. I'm thankful that we're healthy in terms of money and all that but I'd like to teach my kids to be humble just like how my parents taught me while me and my sisters were growing up.

I had my breakfast and did the dishes afterwards. There's nothing much to do around the house but I love the peace that surrounds in it. Sometimes you just really need this kind of time with yourself. I pick my phone and sit on the family room.

Going through IG, Leah had posted a picture of herself with a bouquet of flowers with the caption:

#LoveWins 😍😘

People went crazy on the comments wondering who was she in love with. Leah and Beau had been very intimate lately but they haven't reveal their relationship to the public yet. I haven't actually seen them together though.

Then a new message pops up on my screen.

iMessage from Ryan > Me: Good morning Ms. Lopez;) How are you today?

After reading that message, I immediately remember what happened yesterday. I blush and giggle at the memory of it. I decided to play something on him..

iMessage from Me > Ryan: I can't walk 😢

iMessage from Ryan > Me: Oh is it that bad? My apologies Ms. Lopez:( What favor could I do for you to forgive me?

iMessage from Me > Ryan: Just kidding! I'm perfectly fine 😄

iMessage from Ryan > Me: Oh I got so worried. Come to my apartment? If JLo is not busy 😏

Sadly I can't come over to his place so I told him to come over to mine instead. I have my entire house on my own anyway.

iMessage from Ryan > Me: Okay. I'm on my way;)

I was just testing if he really has a time for me anytime I need him. And surprisingly he's coming over like RIGHT NOW. Does this boy doesn't have any more important stuffs to do? His career? His management? Anyway I'm impressed.