The last person that needs to know but I haven't told yet is Leah. And my life is already on cliff's edge. If only I could kill Beau and don't have to face a consequence for doing it, I'll surely do it without hesitation. I wonder where's that psycho hiding right now, he hasn't exposed the video and "blow the entire industry" yet like what he had said.
I had decided to text her and if she's not "busy", I'm gonna meet her and tell her everything. Right, this is the perfect time I've been waiting for. Facing the mirror a while ago, I readied myself for some slapping episode that may happen. And even hair-grabbing, if possible. But I really hope not cause picturing that scene in my mind, that might finally end our friendship.
iMessage from Me > Leah : Lee?
Gladly, not for long, she sends a quick response.
iMessage from Leah > Me : Yep. Need something?
I.. I can't go back now. I should continue this.. It's much better if I tell her face to face before she'll find it herself through Beau.
iMessage from Me > Leah : Are you doing something? I really need to talk to you. And I need us to be alone. It's really important.
iMessage from Leah > Me : Later when Beau goes away by 10am I guess.
So basically, Beau sleeps at her house often ever since they started 'dating' and leaves in the morning. Then comes back to whenever he wants, anytime of the day. Seriously, don't they have any more important stuffs to do? Whatever it's none of my business..
iMessage from Me > Leah : Alright 10am it is. See ya later
Not really expecting for another reply, I slide my phone into my pocket and prepare myself to eat breakfast together with the family.
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Ringing Leah's doorbell, I patiently wait for her in front of the door. Supposedly, the doorbell wasn't necessary before. I just enter in her house and that's what she also does in mine. But when I moved in a house with Alex, she's been so polite she starts doorbelling before entering. So now that her toyboy is basically regular at her house, I should just doorbell too. But I hope he's not around or else, I should just postpone my main intention in coming here.
Someone finally opens the door and when I look up, I'm so relieved it is Leah.
"Hi," she says. After she said that single word, it starts to feel silent and awkward.
"Uhm hi, Lee." I say and smile to make things less awkward. I wonder why I feel this way? I'm sure she feels it too.
"You rang the doorbell."
Not sure if it is a question or a statement, I just say, "Y-yeah.."
"When did you just learn being so polite?"
I laugh, unsure what to respond to that.
"I'm kidding. Come in."
I never felt this odd with Leah before. I'm afraid that what I'm going to say later would even make it worse. Phew.
As soon as we settle down at her family room, I look around the entire house. I'm so careful if I'll ever spot a single shadow of Beau, I'll immediately go home.
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Lust and Love
ФанфикHe's still haunting me. He's constantly creeping into my dreams. He's still in my wild fantasies. He can still make me feel ecstasy like he always did. He's still my most favorite nightmare. A nightmare that I know someday would crash me into pieces...
