My Messed Up Life

New Friends, And The Fight

"BRIAN YOU STUPID FUCKER, YOU'RE ALWAYS TAKING THE ONE I LOVE" Stephen yelled at Brian.

"NO I'M NOT, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TRYS TO TAKE THE ONES I LOVE AND THEY JUST CHOSE ME OVER YOU SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DEAL WITH IT, HOW DO YOU EVEN KNOW IF SHE LOVES YOU?" Brian retorted.

"HOW DO YOU KNOW SHE LOVES YOU?"

"I DON'T KNOW, BUT SHE PROBABLY DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE IS, FOR FUCKS SAKE SHE'S ONLY 15, STEPHAN WE'RE BESTFRIENDS FIGHTING OVER A 15 YEAR OLD WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL LOVE IS"

"Look Brian, I know I was stupid for thinking Sierra knows what love is, and that she'd actually love me, and I'm sorry for starting this stupid fight"

"Stephan just give her time, she might chose you over me, I see how she looks at you and since you've had feelings for her and been upset because she's been hanging out with me she's been really concerned"

I'm such a clutz and tripped, in the procces, accidentally hitting a pan and making this loud ass noise. They both stopped and looked at me with their eyes wide. I looked at them shocked and started backing away. Brian yelled "SIERRA WAIT, COME BACK!!" and Stephan started to walk towards me. I just turned around and ran. I ran as fast as I could, out the door and through the parking lot. Stephan started to chase me, but I just kept running. Once I got to the PTV bus I stopped running because, one, I can't run anymore and two, my tears started to blur my vision. I fell onto the ground on my knees with my face in my hands sobbing.

I just can't deal with this. I can't deal with my two bestfriends fighting, not just them fighting but fighting over a girl, a 15 year old girl. I can't deal with them fighting over me, and wanting me to end up chosing between them. It's just to much pressure being put on me. They may not be putting the pressure on me now but they will, and I can't deal with that ever. How will I deal with it in the future.

I'm just sitting here sobbing when I heard a door open and slam shut and then foot steps running across the hot cement to where I am. I knew it was a guy by his huge masculine arms wrapping around me and just holding me, I put my face into his chest, even though I can't see who it is. He starts rocking me back and forth as I'm sobbing, to calm me down. I finally calm down and look up at the guy and he wipes the tears from my eyes. I can finally see, I see that this super sweet guy holding me and calming me down is Vic. He looks at me and says

"What's wrong? Why is such a beautiful girl crying?"

"I-I-I" I start to tear up again, and then I breathe slowly and continue "I heard my two best friends,  Brian and Stephen, fighting over me. I don't want to be the reason they end their friendship and I don't want to lose my friendship with either of them, and they want me to chose between them, not now but in the future" I said starting to stutter and cry again.

"Ok. Ok calm down it'll be ok" He starts rocking me again "It's ok you can stay on our bus for a little if you want to. It seems like you already know Jaime, Tony amd their sisters so it won't be so bad. Go inside, Mike, Tony, and Chloe are inside Jaime and I are going to the store, and Danae is walking around, I'll be back soon"

"O-o-ok I-I I will"

I stuttered and he helped me up and guided me to the door and opened it for me and left. I walk in side to go sit on the couch and all I see is smoke. I see Mike sitting on the couch and he's high as fuck.

Well I guess I'll go in the back and lay in a bunk.

I walk to the back, where the bunks are. I see Tony making out with Chloe.

"OH MY GOD!!!" I yelled and started to back up "I didn't know you were back here I'll just go sit at the table" I said and went to move.

"HOLY SHIT, NO ONE WAS SUPPOSE TO COME ON THE BUS!!!" Chloe screamed.

"Chloe babe, calm down it's ok, she's just visiting and didn't know. Sierra please dont tell anyone, especially Jaime and Danae" Tony said sweetly, trying to solve this situation.

"No, please don't tell my brother, he'd kill Tony, for being with me. He's to over protective" She stated.

"And not Danae because then it'll be awkward because her bestfriend and brother are together. And she'd kill me, or Chloe, or both of us" He added.

"So, you two are together, and no one knows. except for me now?" I questioned.

"Yep" They both replied at the same time.

"No problem, I won't tell" I reassured them.

"Well you're now my new bestfriend then!" Chloe excitedly said.

"Ok, well why don't we just sit here and talk then" I said and smiled.

Chloe and I talked for what seemed like an eternity. When Vic and the others got back, I talked to Danae, and Vic held me again to make sure I was ok. I mean I guess I did over react a bit, it's not like they killed each other or hurt me.

I went with them to the stage. I watched as Vic was singing. He was just so amazing, and hot, his eyes, his lips, his nose, his hair. just everything is perfect and their music alone saved me and then Vic himself in person saved me. The last song was of course King For A Day ft. Kellin Quinn. As I was watching and listening I noticed that girl from yesterday, Devonya. I walked over to her, and we started talking, I just made 3 new friends today!

The summer Set Started going on stage and called me to go with them to do the two songs. FUCK, I forgot I'm supposed to perform with them.

I did the two songs like always, but Stephen just kept to himself in the corner of the stage, looking at the fans, and I moved around more and interacted with the others and the fans. I looked at and interacted with Brian very little because it was very awkward. Vic stayed and watched to make sure I was ok. Right after the last song I could feel my eyes tearing up, because Brian and Stephen haven't talked since the fight, so I ran to Vic and just sobbed into his chest again, and he held me until I stopped crying.

I told him that I'm ok for now and I went to talk to Devonya again and she took me to talk with her best friend Jewely Urie. We talked for a while and they both gave me their numbers, so we can talk more. I can see why Jewely goes to Devonyas to hang out. She might have a small crush on Kellin, but Devonya doesn't know because that would be really awkward.

I decided to go back to my bus and try to sleep in there.

I went back and took a shower and put on my Pajamas, but this time a blue Tank top instead of Orange. I put my hair into a messy bun and got into the bunk. Brian got in after me. well at least now I can't escape. Brian starts talking to me in a whisper

"Hey are you ok?"

"Yes Brian I'm super, knowimg that I could be the reason my two best friends friemdship will end or the reason why my friendship with them will end. I'm only 15 I can't make these decisions and I can't chose between you two, it would ruin everything and I can't risk it"

"We didn't mean for you to hear it, and for you to feel guilty, I'm sorry" He replied about to cry.

"It's ok Brian but why can't you love someone else, someone who's actually hot, knows what love is, and isn't so close to you?"

"I just can't Sierra, you are gorgeous, and I can't love anyone else. All I could do when you were home was think about you, and I tried being with other people but I just couldn't, all I ever do is think of you and wish you would be with me, but you're only 15 and don't want to be with me" He started to cry.

I couldn't stand to see him cry. Before I knew it my eyes were closed and our lips were connected and we were kissing passionately. He grabbed my neck and pulled me in closer to deepen the kiss. His lips tasted so sweet and I couldn't get enough, I felt butterflys at first, just talking to him and when our lips connected but then when our lips were moving together the butterflys started to explode, it was amazing. We kissed for about five minutes and we pulled away to breathe. I just stared at him and we went to sleep in each others arms.

FUCK! what about Stephen!?!?!?!?