My Messed Up Life

Band Members POVs

Brian's POV

When I first saw Sierra I thought she was so pretty, and just a fan. Jess invited her to come with us because she had no where else to go and her phone was dead, I just wanted to hug the hell out of Jess. She came along for the rest of the tour and I got to know her more each day. She was such a bright happy girl. She's super amazing but I feel really bad about her and me, being the reason well one of the reasons she's always stressed out hurts me. I'm afraid to say it and don't want to admit it but, I-I love her, I really do. And then Chole and Vic having a baby, that's hard on her and I don't even know how to help her, but I want to. Her sister trying to be like her and running away from her family is bullshit. She's fucking 11 and ran away with some freakky, creepy looking men. I mean, I like MIW but still. And then Samantha thinking she can just come in here and flirt with Stephen, Jess and I, that was fucked up, I'm sure Sierra told her about everyrhing, or at least her situation. Right? Or is she ashamed to love us?

Alan's POV

Chloe. She's so, wow. So perfect. Yet, so broken. I don't know why. I think it started with the whole Alex, Tony, and I thing. She feels like a whore. She shouldn't. She isn't. I love her so much. I don't want her to hurt. I don't want her to feel broken. I'm not going to say I'm okay with he whole Tony and Alex and I thing. I'm not. I want her all to myself, but she is justified to her feelings. Also, with her being pregnant with Vics child, makes things even more awkward. She doesn't even like him that way! I just want her all to myself. I don't want Alex, Tony, or fucking Vic to have her. I want her. And only her.

Alex's POV

I'm so stressed out. Chloe tried to commit suicide. Suicide! I don't want her to leave me. She can't. She can't do that. I love her too much. I don't care that she is in love with other people as well. I love her too much for her to leave me. I don't care that she was with Tony. I don't care that she is also with Alan. I don't care that she had sex with Vic. I don't care that she's pregnant. I love her. If she left me, I would die too. I want her to get better. Jaime tells me that she has. I haven't seen her since her attempt. I don't know whether to believe him or not. Yeah, he's her brother. Well he didn't know she cut. He didn't know she was with 3 different guys either. How the hell do I know he knows how she feels? Maybe he pays more attention now. I just am so stressed over it. I don't wait her to die. I couldn't live without her.

Stephen's POV

I saw Sierra at our set. She was gorgeous. When Jess brought up her  coming with us I got really excited. I. got to know her more and more, I believe I love her. She's also an amazing singer. I hate that Brian and I are always fighting over her. Its ruining out friendship, the band. He always takes rhe girls I like though. I'm starting to think Jess is getting a crush on her by how she acts. She's starting to act like Brian and I when we talk to Sierra. The whole situation is messed up, but I understand, she loves more than one guy and she's having a bad time. Her sister showing up, trying to be like her and flirt with us was weird and stupid. Is Sierra choosing? Is she choosing me?

Jess' POV

I love Sierra, she's perfect. I saw her at our set laughing and having fun with, what I guess is her father, and telling about which of us is who and what song is playing. She even smiled up at me and waved, after the song I waved back. When I saw her crying I had to help her, she seemed so sweet and she is. She and I got extremely close and the closer we got, the more we became like sisters, and the more I had a crush on her. I do everything to protect her because she's like my sister and I have a crush on her. It hurts a bit knowing she likes, and might love, Brian and Stephem, my bestfriends, and other guys. The bus gets a little chaotic because Brian and Stephen are always arguing. It also hurts to know she's straight, well I never asked but she seems straight and she acts straight. Her sister, that was just weird and awkward having her flirt with me, Brian, and Stephen. I feel bad that she has to go through so much shit.