My Messed Up Life

Wake Up

Sierras POV

As Jack and I took our walk, we noticed an ambulance going towards a little forest. Jack and I glanced at eachother just before running after it. Then we finally got there. Jaime was in tears and Chloe was on a gurney. What the hell happened? Jaime hops into the ambulance to ride to the hospital. Vic grabs my hand and I grab Jacks. We enter his car and drive off to the hospital.

"What happened?" I broke the silence.

"Chloe cut herself. A lot. Tony found her and the blade. She passed out" Vic spoke really fast and continued to drive at 80 mph.

I began to feel bad that I knew. I didn't tell anyone. Now she is in the hospital. Fuck!

"Why?" Jack asked. I was about to answer but didn't.

"I don't know. Sierra would you know why?" I guess Vic noticed my expression of guilt.

"N-no" I lied. Pretty obviously though.

"If you know something, tell us" Vic commanded.

"You know how she is with Tony, right?" I questioned, forgetting that Jack thought she was with Alex.

"I thought she was with Alex!" Jack yelled.

"She is, she's with both, plus Alan Ashby. She feels like a whore. I knew because we talked, and now I regret not telling anyone, and I feel like I let her down as well as everyone in ATL, PTV and OM&M" I cried into Jacks shoulder.

Vic looked confused since he only knew about Tony.

"Sierra it's ok, it's not your fault. She didn't want anyone to know and she only told you because she felt she could connect with you and be bestfriends you. Everyone will understand because it was your bestfriends secret and you wanted to keep it for her and if they don't understand then they can go fuck themselves which I'm sure most of them already do" He chuckled at his last comment but said it all comforting. Jack hugged me to make me feel better.

When we got to the hospital Chloe is laying in the bed lifeless and barely breathing because shes knocked out from the huge amount of blood loss, I turned around and hugged Vic as I cried into his shirt. All of ATL, PTV, and OM&M were there. Shiiiit there are going to be some issues.

"Jack" I whispered. "You need to tell Alex"

"About what?" I swear, this fucker. 

"About not being the only guy she's with,  if you haven't noticed she's with him, Tony, and Alan, and they're all here and all of their bands are too" I whisper scorned.

"OOOOOHHHH, yeah, right I forgot"

I told Danae to tell Tony. Vic and I went to tell Alan.

"Hey Alan, I'm Chloes bestfriend"

"She told me she had no friends beside Danae" he was confused.

"We just met like last week and just became bestfriends a few days ago"

"ohh"

"Well uhh, actually she told me you two were dating only I knew until today when I told Vic and Jack, I know I'm sorry it was a secret but I had to, tell them why she cut" I explained. He looked hurt and I could tell.

"Ohhh Alan please don't get hurt and upset, she didn't want to hurt you. She loves you, but you're not the only one" Vic said.

"What do you mean?" He asked as tears formed in his eyes.

"You, Tony Perry, and Alex Gaskarth" I replied looking down.

Alan looks over at Tony and Alex. They are just finding out too. All of then staring at eachother. Jaime still doesn't know. Vic looks at me quickly before walking over to Jaime. As Vic tells him, his eyes fill with anger.

"What the fuck?" He yelled. "What else do I not know about my own god damn sister!" He shouted.

"What's going on?" Austin asked.

Chloe is going to kill me for this. They need to know though. They need to keep an eye on her so she doesn't do this again.

"Alex, Tony, and Alan are all with her. She loves them all. I know she does. Or else she wouldn't do this to herself. I'm sorry that you all had to find out this way" I begin to tear up again.

"I didn't know she cut. I didn't know she was with anyone. I thought I knew her but apparently I didn't" Jaime sighed and walked out.

He's just frustrated and needs air. Hopefully. I would hate to see him and Chloe in a fight. I go next to her and hold her cold hand gently.

"Please don't leave me. You're my best friend. The only one who understands what exactly I'm going through. I'm sorry for telling the guys. Just please wake up. I need you" I cried.

Vic came over and comforted me. Jack had jealously written all over his face. I honestly didn't care. I just need Chloe to wake up.

A perky doctor walks in. How can they be so perky? They are in a building full of sick and dying people!

"Visiting hours are over. You guys can come back tomorrow around 9:45 am" She stated and walked out.

Alan, Alex, and Tony kissed her forehead before we walked out. I was behind everyone so I was the last to leave. I stood in the door way holding the door open as I'm walking out and I looked at her for one last time before I left and closed my eyes hoping to and for everything that she is ok. I shed a tear and look back out of the room and then slowly and gently shut the door.

The next morning I took a shower and put on my neon PTV tanktop and a blue tube top thing under it, with neon green skinnys, black converse and my black jacket. It was now 9:00. I usually don't get up and ready by this time, but I guess my bestfriend being the hospital makes you do things you'd never think of. I put my hair in a low side ponytail and woke up Jack, Zach and Rian. I didn't want to wake Alex, I mean he just found out that his girlfriend, the girl he loves is also dating two other guys and loves them as well. And he didn't even find out in a good way, he found out after she cut herself and passed out. I told Rian and Zach that they could wake him and bring him with us to the hospital of they wanted or to just text him or write him a note saying where we went and why we left him. We headed out the door after I softly tapped Alex and gave him a soft hug. We went into Rians car so Rian could drive because no one trusts Jack to drive and after they argued we were off to see my bestfriend.

We enter her room. She looked somewhat more alive. I guess. I ran over to her. I gently held her hand again and she moved. Wait! What? She moved! Chloe just fucking moved!

Her eyes fluttered open. She turns towards me. She smiled when she sees me.

"Hey" She whispered.

"Oh my fucking god! You're awake" I jumped onto her, hugging her.

"Need-to-breathe" She huffed and I chuckled, rolling off of her.

"I'm sorry Chloe" I apologized. She has to know sooner or later.

"Why?" She asked.

"I told everyone, everything" I explained.

"What?" She yelled.