My Messed Up Life

Awkward New Friend

I was on my way back to the ATL bus and and I heard a bunch of guys yelling and laughing. I began to walk over there and I saw 5SOS, 1D, and ATL. Well it makes sense, since 1D and 5SOS are friends and went on tour together and then ATL is 5SOS's inspirations. Jack saw me and called me over.

"Hey Sierra come here there's some guys you have to meet"

"Oh god, Jack you know I'm awkward as fuck and shy as hell"

"You'll get out of that soon enough, just get your ass over here right the fuck now"

"Ugh ok what the fuck ever"

I walked over to them and Jack began introducing me.

"Sierra meet Louis, Zayn, Liam, Harry, and Niall from One Direction, and meet Micheal, Calum, Ashton and Luke from 5 Seconds Of Summer and then Ashton, Calum Harry, Micheal, Niall, Zayn, Liam, Louis, and Luke meet Sierra. Oh and I almost forgot Erin, she's Liams little sister" he smiled and pointed to each person so I wouldn't get confused.

"Hi guys, and Erin" I waved and smiled

"Little Payne- in the ass here wanted to go on tour with the boys of 5SOS, so since we were finishing a tour we dropped her off here" Louis laughed at his play on words.

"Ok cool, I get to have fun with 4 more guys and a girl" I smiled.

"HEY! not too much fun, you were supposed to save that much fun for me"

"OMG Jack, of course I'm saving it for you, we're going to have fun later" I winked.

Everyone stared at as and began to laugh. I saw Erin keep looking at one of the boys so I looked to see who she was so interested in.

I saw the boy she was eyeing, she was staring at the one with black hair, I think his name is Micheal. I looked over all the boys since I didn't really look at them earlier. One boy in particular caught my eye. The boy with blonde hair, amazing pastel blue eyes and a lip ring, had me staring at him, his name is Luke. I think Jack saw me because he was staring at me then turned away when I looked at him.

We went back to the bus and Jack was pissed off.

"Jack what the hell is wrong with you?"

"Nothing" he replied harshly.

"Jack fucking Barakat tell me what the fuck is your problem"

"You, ok. You're my fucking problem, when I first met you I had a small crush on you and then we started hanging out and I realized you're perfect and I have a huge crush on you, then you do all this shit that makes me love you even more, then you go and give flirty looks to some boy"

"Well if you haven't noticed, I'm a girl and you're man so legally what we almost did a few weeks ago could have gotten you put in jail. It's perfectly ok for me to flirt with a boy, we aren't together so I'm still fucking single and can do whatever the fuck I want to"

"So us almost fucking means nothing to you?"

"Of course it does Jack, but it does not mean we are in a relationship"

"But that's all I want, for you to be my girlfriend and fall in love with me" a tear rolled down his face.

"J-Jack, I-I just don't know, I think I like you, no I know I like you but whether I love you or not I don't know, I'm just confused and 15"

"I know, and I'm sorry for putting all of this on you, I'm sorry for actually wanting a relationship and not just another fuckbuddy for once"

"Jack please, I-I just, I'm confused ok  god can't you just give some fucking time to fucking think, holy fucking shit"

I ran to the back and slept in one of the bunks, I don't care whos as long as it isn't Jacks, and fell asleep.

When I woke up Rian came up to me.

"Sierra?"

"Yes Rian?"

"Did I hear you and Jack saying you almost had sex?"

"Fuck were we yelling really loud? but uhh yeah, remember a few weeks ago when we all had that party over here and we all got drunk? Well we did, after we drew dicks on everyone's faces we were laughing our drunk asses off and fell off the bunks and he landed on me  and then we went in his bunk an started doing things but then he uhh" I hesitated to tell him the rest "He uhh, he-he saw my cuts, and so we just layed there"

"Holy shit, so you're the girl that Jack wants, the girl that he has stopped being pervy to random chicks in bars and stopped having one time fuck buddies for?"

"Wait what? he stopped having fuck buddies and flirting with hoes for me? I guess he really does love me" I replied and started going into the livingroom area. I heard a knock on the door and then Jack yelling at whoever it was.

"You need to leave, you can't be here, She doesn't even want to see you"

I walked out there to see Luke and Calum at the door. they were about to turn around and leave.

"Come on guys lets go for a walk and leave this dick here to fuck himself" I understand he loves me for real but he can't just be a dick about it.

"Hey Sierra, so how are you?" Calum asked

"I'm fine, just Jacks being a dick"

"Why is he being a dick?" Calum was confused, he knows Jack plays around but didnt know why he was really being a dick.

"Well he's pissed off, because a few weeks ago we were drunk and almost had sex, and then last night I kept staring at Luke and making flirty faces" I quickly covered my mouth, damn it, I trust too easily and tell every one everything.

"Wait you like me?" Luke smiled.

"Well I mean you are pretty hot" I looked away shyly and awkwardly.

"Thanks" red rose to his cheeks.

"We were coming over to tell you that Luke thinks you're pretty hot as well"

"Thanks" my face turned bright red.

"Sooo"

"Soooo" Calum left us and went to the bus. We stood there awkwardly until Luke started running around talking about penguins. I went along with it until we were tired of running and layed down on the grass.

"Soooo, what should I know about Luke, The Luke Hemmings?"

"Well uhhh, I'm the lead singer and uhh guitarist for 5SOS, and I'm awkward and quiet" he started looking up in the sky so we wouldn't make eye contact.

"Well Mr.Hemmings, I'm just a random girl from Florida, who became friends with TSS and here I am. Everyone says I'm a great singer, and I'm quiet, shy and awkward as well" he smiled.

"Well seems like we're very uh similar. So how would you like to be my uh friend?" he questioned very awkwardly.

"Uhh, well sure, I would uhh love too" I replied awkwardly as well.