My Messed Up Life

New Years

*so how's life you guys? I love comments so tell me what you think. Oh and I'm doing another magical time skip bc I ran out of ideas*

Alex's POV

Its been a few days and Sierra hasn't talked to or about her family. She is like my sister and I'm getting worried about her.

It's now New Years and I'm at home planning out the night. I walk into the room Sierra's staying in to check on her. She's laying on the bed crying her eyes out while squeezing the stuffed turtle Jack gave her. I walk closer to her to make sure she's okay and I notice blood. It's everywhere. I finally get in front of her and notice the razor on the floor and her arms are all cut up and gushing blood and stained from old blood. She's been about 3 months clean and now this.

"Sierra, why? Why are you doing this?" I calmly asked.

She moved the now red turtle away from her face and answered "my family hates me, they hate Jack, and you, and Vic, they hate everyone I'm with on warped, they hate who I am and everything. And today's New Years and I have so many New Years traditions with my family and I can't do them because I can't spend New Years with them because the hate me" she started crying again.

"Family is not based on blood, it's based on love and acceptance, just because you're blood related to a person doesn't make them your family and just because you love someone doesn't make them your family and just because you feel and are accepted doesn't make them family. If you love a person or people and they accept you and you feel accepted then that is considered family. You're my family and my family is your family" I explained.

"THANK YOU SO MUCH ALEX, I am so sorry I didn't really realize this before" she exclaimed and began crying again.

"Well why don't you spend time with family and you might be less depressed" I stated.

"Yeah but first, can you help me get cleaned up and wash my turtle?" She asked, handing me the blood stained turtle.

"Of course" I said and gently grabbed her arm and pulled her with me into the bathroom to start washing her arms.

*a few hours later*

After a day with my family it's 7 o'clock and time for the party to begin.

"Hey Sierra would you like to go to Jack's house for a party? You can drink" I asked.

"Did you say drink as in alcohol? I'm in" she excitedly replied "wait did you say Jack's house? Of course I'm going"

"Okay good, well you should get ready, we need to leave in like an hour" I informed her while chuckling.

"Uh Alex? Do you know me? I'm going to need at least an hour and a half to two hours" she replied.

"Okay well just get ready"

I walked out the room and into the bathroom and took a quick shower. I got out and put on my Ethica boxers and some jeans and some random shirt, I fixed my hair like usual and sat in the living room waiting for my sister.

Sierra's POV

After Alex told me to get ready I picked out some clothes which was hard it's self. But I ended up picking out a dress that was black at the top and black and red plaid at the bottom with a misfits jacket, skeleton necklace, fingerless gloves, black heels (like the outfit above).

Once I heard Alex get out the shower I went into the bathroom and took my clothes, straightener and makeup with me. I took a quick shower and dried off my body.

I then turned my starightner on and while waiting for it to heat up I split my hair down the middle and put one side up while separating a small bottom layer from the rest of my hair and put the rest up. I began straightening my poof and slowly took layer by layer until one side was done, then I did the other side. After I straightened my hair I parted my bangs on the left, like usual and let them hover over my right eye. Then I clipped my bangs back for a few so I could do my makeup, dark and a cat eye, then removed the clip and my bangs bounced back to their position.

I quickly ran into my room and grabbed a small black hand bag to put my phone in and then hurried down the stairs, almost falling and once I was on the first floor I caught my balance and slowly walked around the corner into the living room.

When Alex saw me he almost couldn't believe his eyes and was completely shocked.

He stood up and walked over to me and said "wow you are beautiful, I didn't know my sister could get so dressed up, I'm glad and proud to call you my sister and I must say Jack did pretty well"

"Thanks Alex, you're a great friend and like a brother, well what I would want a brother to be like since I don't actually have one, and you have no idea how lucky these guys are to love me, have you seen how well I can handle liquor? Even when dressed up?" I added.

"You're pretty awesome" is all he could say. "Well you did pretty well on timing because it's 8:15, we should go" he said.

"Wow, I actually managed to get ready in an hour and 15 minutes? And straightened my hair? That's a new achievement, we should document this" I said while laughing a little and walking to Alex's car.

Once we got in the car I grabbed the auxiliary cord and plugged it into my phone and began to play every ATL song made because my mood is at an All Time Low at the moment.

The first song that played was Calamity, and the last song was So Long Soldier.

When we got to his house I unplugged my phone and made sure I had everything and so did Alex and we stepped out the car and began walking up to the door.

*whats going to happen? I want to know your ideas*