"WHAT THE HELL? I said kiss, maybe makeout but not have sex on the couch where we all sit and lay" Danae said in a playful tone but we knew she was being serious. Vic and I immediately shot our heads towards the door when she spoke.
"Uh I um we just uh" I couldn't get anything to come out and I was scared as fuck and my eyes are so huge I think they might pop.
"Well uhh well you see what had happened was-" Vic started to explain but couldn't find words to explain and Jaime cut him off.
"Yeah we see, what had happened was" He pasued for a minute sohe could sound like Vic. "You two were about to fuck on my couch" everyone else just stood there with their eyes wide at us as we did the same.
I quickly grabbed my shirt and put it back on, and buttoned my pants back up. "Well today was uh fun and interesting so if you all don't um mind I am going to walk quickly out of this door here and go back to the ATL bus so when I perform with you on stage later it won't be so awkward. Oh and Chloe, I see you're good, well I just came over to check on you so I'm gonna leave now, BYE" I ran out the bus. What have I done? Brian, Stephen and Jack are going to hate me, especially Jack because I almost had sex with him and a week later almost have sex with his friend.
I started to cry as I'm running and my tears blurred my vusion so I can't see and trip over something. FUCK my arm hurts like hell. I hear someone's voice.
"Sierra! are you ok?" it's Andy.
"Yes I'm fine, can you help me up and take me to the ATL bus?"
"Yeah I can, oh have you talked to Devonya yet?" damn it I forgot.
"FUCKING SHIT! no I'm sorry I've had so many things happening I forgot to but I will as soon as I get to the bus ok?"
"I understand, you care for everyone and you put them before yourself and you've been busy, but yeah that's fine, thanks for helping, well trying to help" he chuckled.
"Thanks Andy I can go inside on my own" I laughed a bit.
I walked inside and texted Devonya
Me:Hey babe what's up? ;)
Devonya:Not much babe what about you? ;)
Me:Nothing, just got back from the PTV bus, so hmm I need to ask you something
Devonya:Sure what is it?
Me:Have you met Andy Biersack yet?
Devonya:A few times when I was hanging out with Kell. Andy is so perfect, he's so hot and HOLY FUCK I want him
Me:Really? He's really sweet ;)
Devonya:I know, he's perfect
I immediately texted Andy
Me:Hey guess what fucker
Andy:What?
Me:Devonya likes you so you should text her or talk to her or something but don't act like you know she likes you ^-^ you guys will be so cute together <3
Andy:Really? Thank you so much Sierra you're the best friend ever! :)
Ashley:Hey! >:( I put myself in this little chat because Andy you're a dumbass to leave your phone on the table when you get up from the table and I don't know what the fuck you're talking about because I'm the best and the one and only :) ;)
Me:You cocky mother fucker, leave the fucking convo -_-
Andy:Ashley you stupid bastard!
Ashley:Ok ok whatever, LOVE YOU <3
I swear they are strange. Now we have Danae and Oli, Devonya and Andy so we have to get Kellin and Jewely together and then Chloe and I have to fix our fucking lives.
When we went to perform it was awkward with The Summer Set like usual but then when I sang with PTV they all stared at me like they've seen me completely nude and it was only bra. I talked to Jewely back stage.
"So Jewels, you like Kellin?"
"What, I don't what you're talking about I do not like my bestfriends brother" she said in this sarcastic voice trying to persuade to me that I was wrong.
"I know you do, I can tell"
"Ok maybe I do, but its not like he likes me and plus I'm short and fat and I'll 15 in two weeks"
"Jewely you are not fat, short? yes but not fat, and he might like you no matter what yoyr age is"
"well, talk to him for me?"
"I will bae" I laughed and hugged her.
I walked over to Chloe.
"Hey Chlo how are you?"
"I'm fine, thanks" she said and smiled.
"That's great, have you thought about who you wanted to be with?"
"I have but I can't chose, I love them all"
"Chloe I know you do but you have to chose one, it'll be easier"
"I think I'll chose between the two A's, Alex and Alan"
"ok well you need to talk to your brother, Tony and Danae"
"I know, I will, when its right, and have you thought about who you'll chose?" she replied sassily and winked.
"No, I don't know if I can, I kissed all four of them, made out with three of them, and almost had sex with two of them"
"Wait what? almost had sex with two guys?"
"Yeah earlier with Vic and a week ago with Jack"
"Wow, well I'm here if you need help"
I went on stage to sing with Sleeping With Sirens. After they ran off stage I pulled Kellin to the side.
"Kell? can I ask you something?"
"You just did" he chuckled
"Fucking asshole, I meant a different question"
"Yeah sure"
"What do you think about Devonya and I's bestfriend Jewely?"
"Jewelette? She's and amazing girl, I love her so much, she's perfect but I don't think she wants to date an older guy"
"Well why don't you talk to her, you never know"
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My Messed Up Life
FanfictionI've always wanted to meet my favorite bands and band members, never have I wanted it to go like this, with me all screwed up and suicidal in a hospital with nurses and doctors watching me so I don't, like, die.
