My Messed Up Life

Andy?

Alyssa's POV

I woke up and felt arms around me, I turned around and saw the one and only Andy Biersack.

YESSS!!!

I love him so much and I've never actually met him but my bestfriend Chloe was home for the holidays and invited me to this New Years party with her friends and band members.

I accepted the invite and when I got here I was trying to find him and when I found him he was with a girl and I got upset. Chloe was with me and she told me that was his girlfriend but it still made me feel hurt.

After that I had a few drinks. okay so maybe it was more like 10 or 15 but that's because Chloe was doing everything in her power to get me to drink but I didn't really feel like it. And I blacked out.

I guess I was in thought a bit too long because I saw Andy wake up and he looked at me. I smiled but he instantly jumped up and noticed he was naked and rushed into his clothes. I put my clothes on and grabbed his hand before he ran out the door.

"Andy, I-I'm sorry. I know you have a girlfriend and it's not my fault or yours. Last night was my first time drinking and apparently I didn't take beer too well. Maybe if you talk to her she'll understand" I tried to reason.

"Alyssa listen, you're an amazing person and probably would be an amazing girlfriend but I already have a girlfriend who is amazing and beautiful and funny and playful and that's what makes me love her, but she's a bitch and she's very jealous and those two things make me love her more. If and when she finds out she will kill us both" he stated and ran down the stairs as I chased after him.

Wow, Alyssa he knows your name.

I can't believe this is happening. Finally I caught up and we started walking to the living room where Chloe, Alex, Jack , Alan and two other girls were. when we got there Andy stopped in shock and kept staring at the girl I believe is his girlfriend because she was staring back while Chloe was staring at me.

Great, just great, my first time to a party and drinking and I'm about to be killed.

I began laughing because I still can't believe this is happening and in order to keep all my emotions from coming out I laugh. I laugh to keep myself from being embarrassed and disappointed in myself.

Devonya's POV

We were all in the living room when the next couple came into the living room. I knew who the guy was, and he. He was about to be killed.

It was my boyfriend Andy Biersack, and he was with some bitch.

When they got to the living room Andy froze, starting at me. And whoever that bitch was who slept with him started laughing and then sat down next to Chloe.

I couldn't help it, but I was so pissed at him and before I knew it my face was burning, my ears were smoking, and my mouth opened "OH MY FUCKING GOD ANDREW, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? WHY THE HELL DID YOU SLEEP WITH HER? AND WHO THE FUCK IS SHE?" I just started screaming.

"I-" she began.

"AND YOU, DONT YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME DAMN IT" I couldn't control it.

"Devonya, babe please calm down. I know you're pissed and probably hate me but I love you and I got so drunk that I couldn't control what I was doing and I couldn't even remember sleeping with Alyssa. please forgive me, I love you too much" he begged.

"Andy, I don't think I can" I whispered back.

"But uh Devonya, you slept with m-" Jack began.

"SHUT UP JACK!" I cut him off.

"Devonya you slept with Jack and cheated on me and I did the same thing and yet you're pissed at me? Fuck no" he stated harshly.

"Andy I'm sorry, okay I know I slept with Jack but I didn't mean to, I drank to much and didn't even know and I guess I just got jealous and upset that you would even sleep with someone else when we're dating and you haven't even slept with me yet" a tear rolled down my face as I began to cry.

"Devonya, it's okay. We both screwed up and we're both really upset that we did that, but I forgive you" he stated sweetly.

"Thank you Andy soooo much" I replied and hugged him.

Alyssa looked a little upset but I don't want to talk to her because then I might get pissed again.

Alyssa's POV

"Hey? You look upset, are you okay?" Chloe asked me.

"No, I'm not okay" I replied.

"Alyssa? What's wrong?" She asked.

"I just, I just wish that Andy was single and he enjoyed sleeping with me" I sighed. Okay so I might like him a lot and have a crush on him.

"I know but he's already taken and you can't wait around forever for him, and he's in love with her so he'll never leave her. You need to give up on him and find someone else. Hey, what about Tony? He's single and you're perfect for him. and he's perfect for you" Chloe stated trying to make me feel better.

"Okay so I'll officially meet him and talk to him soon and then we'll see what happens" I replied taking a risk.