I went to the PTV bus to find Chloe. I know I was a bitch but I need to get over it. I knocked on the door and Austin Fuentes answered.
"Hey um, Austin? Do you still play guitar?"
"Yeah, why? You finally want lessons?"
"Actually, yes and no. Yes, I want you to teach me to play guitar, and I want you to be the lead guitarist for my band, while im the rhythm guitarist"
"Sure. wait, you have a band?"
"Well not exactly. Not yet anyway. I need members"
"Sure, no problem. Wait? You're not pissed at me anymore?"
"Really? after a week of me hugging you, smiling at you and acting like bestfreinds, you just now ask me? of course I'm still a little mad, but I'm not completely pissed. You know me, I can't hold grudges that long and I know I had to let it go sooner or later" I paused for a moment and everyone knew what was about to happen.
"LET IT GO, LET IT GO
CAN'T HOLD IT BACK ANYMORE
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
TURN MY BACK AND SLAM THE DOOR
THE SNOW GLOWS WHITE ON THE MOUNTAIN TONIGHT,
NOT A FOOTPRINT TO BE SEEN.
A KINGDOM OF ISOLATION AND IT LOOKS LIKE I'M THE QUEEN.
THE WIND IS HOWLING LIKE A SWIRLING STORM INSIDE.
COULDN'T KEEP IT IN,
HEAVEN KNOWS I TRIED.
DON'T LET THEM IN, DON'T LET THEM SEE,
BE THE GOOD GIRL YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE.
CONCEAL, DON'T FEEL, DON'T LET THEM KNOW.
WELL, NOW THEY KNOW.
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
CAN'T HOLD IT BACK ANYMORE
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
TURN MY BACK AND SLAM THE DOOR
AND HERE I STAND AND HERE I'LL STAY
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
THE COLD NEVER BOTHERED ME ANYWAY
IT'S FUNNY HOW SOME DISTANCE MAKES EVERYTHING SEEM SMALL
AND THE FEARS THAT ONCE CONTROLLED ME CAN'T GET TO ME AT ALL.
UP HERE IN THE COLD THIN AIR I FINALLY CAN BREATHE.
I KNOW I LEFT A LIFE BEHIND BUT I'M TOO RELIEVED TO GRIEVE
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
CAN'T HOLD IT BACK ANYMORE
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
TURN MY BACK AND SLAM THE DOOR
AND HERE I STAND, AND HERE I'LL STAY
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
THE COLD NEVER BOTHERED ME ANYWAY
STANDING FROZEN
IN THE LIFE I'VE CHOSEN.
YOU WON'T FIND ME.
THE PAST IS ALL BEHIND ME
BURIED IN THE SNOW.
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
CAN'T HOLD IT BACK ANYMORE
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
TURN MY BACK AND SLAM THE DOOR
AND HERE I STAND, AND HERE I'LL STAY
LET IT GO, LET IT GO
THE COLD NEVER BOTHERED ME ANYWAY, YEAH, WHOA
(NA NA, NA NA, NA NA NA NA) [4x]
LET IT GO YEAH
NA, NA.
HERE I STAND.
LET IT GO, LET IT GO, OH
LET IT GO."
"Really Frozen?" Austin said.
"Why yes, you set your self up for that one, but my friend, that was Demi Lovato's version because she is my future wife"
"Umm, k?"
"Hey, why the fuck do you have to wake me up by screaming Let It Go? I mean I love Disney, but why wake me up like that? I was actually trying to sleep in for once"
"CHLOE, MY ZEBRA BABY! YOURE UP" I screamed running up to her. Everyone looked at me like I was insane and belonged in a mental hospital. I probably do but, I never told them that I made up with her, so its understandable.
"Vic, Jaime, Tony, Austin, Danae, MIKE GET YOUR ASS UP, and Mike, Chloe and I, we have something to tell you all" I started, sounding serious and formal, and nervous.
"Well, we uh, we're getting married, we fucked, and I'm pregnant" She finished, sounding like me and, trying not to laugh. Everyone burst out laughing.
"No, but for real, we made up, we're bestfriends again" I said hugging her. Vic looks really upset.
"Vic, my wittle sexican, I didn't forget you, I forgive you and love you, like really" I said laughing and hugging him. He hugged me tightly then looked at me in the eyes, and kissed me. Everyone stared at us. Half were glad, the other half were shocked. I slowly got into the kiss and kissed him back. I understand though, I said I hated him not even three days ago and now I'm kissing him. I'm very screwed up. Austin, he looked pissed.
After the awkwardness I went over to Chloe.
"Hey Zebra, can you be my amazing Bassist in my band 6 Feet Under?"
"Of course babe"
"Yay yay yay yay yay yay yay" I screamed jumping up and down.
"Wait a minute?" Chloe said
"Who's the drummer? that's the only position left" Austin finished, trying to hide the fact he's pissed.
"Oh fuck, I forgot to tell you, Jewely Urie"
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My Messed Up Life
FanfictionI've always wanted to meet my favorite bands and band members, never have I wanted it to go like this, with me all screwed up and suicidal in a hospital with nurses and doctors watching me so I don't, like, die.
