My Messed Up Life

Happy Holidays? Maybe not

It's now noon and we already opened the presents from family and are just sitting and talking. I'm explaining how amazing tour is and what it's like to be on warped tour and to have your own band. The whole time I'm talking my dad interrupts me and pisses me off so I just stop telling my family how I am and was when I wasn't with them and explaining all the things I can't experience with them but whatever I guess my dads boring, predictable life is more interesting and important than my extraordinary different life is.

All of a sudden Samantha walks into the door holding the hand of a guy. Her hair everywhere and it's messier than usual. Her shirt is inside out at crooked her pants are unzipped and crooked, falling off her hips.

The guy holding her hand is the one and only amazing and somewhat female looking man-whore Ashley Purdy. His hair is all kinds of fucked up and his clothes don't look like they fit right.

They both look as if they're out of breath. But nothing was said.

My mom asked "Samantha why the hell do you and this guy look so fucking trashy?"

"Oh it's nothing" she lied.

"Samantha tell me what happened" my mom stated.

"Well we were still sleeping when we arrived and Andy told us we were here so Ashley and I hurried up and got dressed" she continued to lie.

"She's not lying we really did hurry up to get dressed" Ashley said "but not because of sleeping, because of fucking" he muttered.

"YOU FUCKING DID WHAT?" My mom screamed.

"YOU FUCKED MY DAUGHTER?" My dad yelled.

"SHE'S ONLY FUCKING TWELVE!" My mom yelled at Ashley.

The yelling and screaming continued. My aunt was so pissed she went to her room so she wouldn't start yelling and and I just stood there so pissed off that my sister even did that. She wants to be like me so bad that she is purposely and intentionally becoming a whore, and a slut.

In order to keep myself from saying things I'd regret and/or hitting her I went into my room. That didn't solve much because I can still hear everything so I put in headphones to block it out.

Jack Baby <3: Hey babe, I'm here, come get the door

Me: okay I'm coming, be there in like 2 seconds 😘

I turned the music off, put my phone down and ran out my door, down the hall, into the living room, then out the front door. I practically flew down the stairs and ended up in the arms of Jack Barakat. He grabbed me and hugged me tightly as if he hasn't seen me in like twelve years but it's only been like twelve hours. I grabbed his face and kisses him quickly before asking why he didn't knock like a normal person.

He responded with "I heard yelling and I was afraid of walking into your house because of the fear of being murdered"

I giggle and explained the situation and told him what he can not do "Jack just be you but don't mention any of the drama that happened on tour, us almost having sex, Vic and I almost having sex, then Chloe and him actually having sex and now she's pregnant, and anything about love except for the love of music and spending time with friends. Do not mention any of our issues. And lastly please, please, please do not be extremely immature and make perverted jokes"

"But but but, that's everything I do all day" he whined. "And that explains why the BVB bus is right in front of your house"

"I know but I don't want my parents thinking you're too immature and irresponsible for me to be on tour with you and your friends, and yeah that's why"

And then we began walking up the stairs and into my home.

We've been outside for about twenty minutes and were. We walk in everyone stops yelling and everyone focuses on us. I looked like shit but then again I've looked like this since I woke up, with my hair in a messy bun and I'm wearing my ATL shirt and some black sleep pants. Jack on the other hand actually looks presentable. I introduce Jack to my parents and we all began talking and they seemed like they like him.

I began doing some stupid dances and things and brought up the stupid things Jack does as I'm still dancing.

Jack mutters a sincere "I love you" and parents look at us and my mom says "what did you say?" And then my parents began yelling at him because he loves me and I'm only 15.

To make it better my sister jumps in and says "oh and they almost had sex" which just made everything worst.

I lost it.

I looked at my sister and Ashley and yelled "YEAH ALMOST BUT WE DIDNT AND I WAS DRUNK OKAY, YEAH HANGING OUT WITH A BUNCH OF ADULTS AND SPENDING THE NIGHT AT THE ATL BUS WASNT THE BEST IDEA BECAUSE WE ALL GOT DRUNK BUT JACK STOPPED US BECAUSE HE WAS SOBER ENOUGH TO KNOW I WAS WASTED AND I AM STILL A VIRGIN" I took a second to calm down then continued. "Ashley when you had sex did she bleed? And was she in unbearable pain?"

He thought for a moment then replied "no"

"That's because she's a 12 year old slut just going around fucking guys because to her band sluts are amazing now if you don't mind this 15 year old virgin is leaving this 12 year old slut and I'm taking my best friend Jack with me and I'm never coming back. I already have a brother who does everything in his power to protect me and his name is Alex" I finished and Alex came in the door.

He looked at me, hugged me then he agreed and grabbed Jack and I and took us out the house, then sent Zach and Rian to grab my presents from everyone on tour.