My Messed Up Life

It's Him Again

I walked out of the bus, I actually talked to Stephen and Brian and they kind of understand. Now I have to talk to Vic, hopefully everyone won't be there. I'll just text him to meet me at the venue.

Me:Hey Vickyyyy I know its kinda awkward to be around me and the others right now so meet me at the venue we need to talk

Vicky XD:Sure be there in a few, and really?? Vicky

Me:Ok see ya there ^-^ and yah Vicky XD LOVE YA VICKYY

Vicky XD:I honestly don't understand tenagers these days

Me:Teenagers??? don't you mean teens who are mentally 6?

Vicky XD:You are one weird chick

Me:Why yes, yes I am ^-^

Vicky XD:Bye, be there in a minute

I arrived at the venue and went to my favorite spot, the center of the huge stage. But wait, there's someone already there? Vic didn't get here that fast did he?

I walk up the side of the stage and look around the equipment and everything there and see this tanned guy with medium length, big, fluffy, thick, black hair which is very similar to my blonde hair. He looked around my  age, and he's just laying in the middle of the stage, like what I like to do sometimes. I go to move and lose my balance, knocking everything over causing this huge noise as I fall on top of everything "FUCK" I yelled as my head hit something and my arm got stuck between everything and noticing the boy is looking at me.

He rushed over to help me. He moved the equipment releasing my arm and then helped me up. After he pulled me up o looked at him and into his eyes realizing I remember this boy. Hes not just a good looking guy, he's my-my bestfriend and the guys I've liked forever. "fucking shit" I mumbled.

"Sierra? are you ok, and what did you say fucking shit for?"

"Uhhh hey Austin, haven't spoke to you in a while. How's my bestfriend doing? and no reason" I said trying to cover up the real reason.

"Hey Ive just been busy, and the usual, stress"

"Explains why you haven't replied to me you asshole, and stress is normal, for me too" I said and my face dropped.

"Sierra, I'm sorry I know I pretty much left you to deal with everything on your own and I'm an asshole for that, and a terrible bestfriend just forgive me please your the only friend who's dealt with me this long"

"Yeah you left me to deal with my parents, the stress of summer school, which you dont even know that I had to go to, and my little baby 'sister' being taken away by her real mom, and pretty much being a whore alone, thanks best friend" I started to sob and he just hugged me and held me as I sobbed into his shirt. he doesn't know half of what I've dealt with because he ignored me.

"I-I'm sorry" is all he could say and then my terrible nightmare continued when Vic walked up.

"Sierra what's wrong" Vic ran up to me, pulling me out of Austin's arms.

"I was a horrible friend to her. I left her in the dust. I was an asshole. Its all my fault" Austin sighed.

"Wait what?" Vic seemed confused.

"Austin and me were best friends until he decided to ignore me forever" I cried.

"Sierra I'm so fucking sorry" Austin apologized.

"Wait wait wait... You guys know each other?" Vic raised an eyebrow.

"Yes, why are you not getting this?" I asked looking up into his gorgeous brown eyes.

"Sierra I would like you to meet my brother Austin... well you guys obviously know each other" Vic replied.

"B-b-brother" I stuttered, not believing what I just heard.

"Yup, brothers" Austin pulled his lips into a flat line.

"This is awkward" I meant to say in my head.

"Why?" They asked in unison.

I buried my face into Vics chest before speaking very fast, "Ive liked Austin since kindergarten and I fucking kissed and almost had sex with you"

Austin's eyes went wide as well as Vics. I looked up at them both. I felt the tension in the air.

"I'm sorry" I said before getting up and running towards the TSS bus.

Vics POV

How in the fuck can I compete with someone her own age? Its not like theres already other guys! Damnit! Ive probably lost her.

"Woah" Austin ran his fingers through his hair.

"Go find Mike" I commanded before walking back to my bus.

When I got there, only Chloe was inside. I sighed and walked to the refrigerator and grabbed the bottle of whiskey. I turned around noticing Chloe was drinking beer.

"Um, you shouldn't be drinking" I pointed out.

"Tony hates me. Alex and Alan probably hate me too. Why am I such a whore?" Tears streamed down her face. I hate to see girls cry.

I chugged some whiskey before taking a seat next to her. "Your not a whore"

"I am Vic. I cant do anything right. Now Jaime is pissed at me and I just cant take it" Chloe cried.

"Jaime is your older brother. Hes mad but he won't ever hate you. Tony will get over it. Alex and Alan can go suck eachothers dicks. You're not a whore. Now how much have you drank?" I asked and took another swig of whiskey, my vision somewhat blurring.

"About 8 bottles" She sighed.

"Damn" Is all I could say. This little girl can hold her drinks.

"So why are you drinking? You only drink when theres a party and your upset. Spill" She demanded.

"Sierra and Austin knew eachother and she is practically in love with him. How can I compete with someone her age?" I chugged more whiskey.

"Austin is an ass who ignores everyone who ever has feelings for him" Chloe chuckled.

"She still has liked him forever" I stated.

She turned towards me. "Who are you?"

"How drunk are you" I questioned.

"Just answer the damn question" She argued.

"Vic Fuentes" I answered.

"Now" She held my head to get some sense in me. "Who can compete with that"

"I-I don't know" I stuttered as we were close together.

Her eyes flickered from my lips to my eyes. Mine to hers. Suddenly our lips our connected. Me being already drunk offs my ass, turned it into a make out session. Her fingers played in my hair. I stood up, our lips not leaving each others, and lifted her up. Her long legs wrapped around my waist.

I carried her to my bunk and set Chloe down. I crawled on top of her and closed the curtain just as everything goes black.