Chloe's POV
After a few hours we all went back to the living room area besides Jack. Vic started looking nervous.
"I uh, well I just want to tell you both Sierra and Chloe, that, I-well-I-uh, I understand how you feel right now, I really do because I love you Sierra, and you know that I do, but now I know I love Chloe too, I love two teenagers at the same time" He started nervously playing with his hands.
He can't love me. I don't see how Vic, Alan, Alex and Tony love me. I'm a whore, they're all lieing, they have to be.
"Well thanks for understanding. but you could have like told me all this before you, I dont know, FUCKED MY BESTFRIEND" Sierra replied obviously annoyed and pissed. Austin just hugged her tighter and told her to calm down.
"I-I-but, but I'm a fucking whore, don't you see, don't you all see this, I'm just another fucking band whore" I started to cry and ran out of the bus.
I just can't take this anymore, I'm a whore and I keep ruining everything. Maybe everything and everyone will be better if I just die. Yes that's it, I'll kill myself to help everyone else. I ran to the venue and I heard footstep behind me but didn't care. I have to do this. I ran to the main stage and climbed to the top, and reached the railing. I looked below at the empty stage and stepped over, about to jump. I closed my eyes and let tears fall down and I hear voices and then one speaking directly to me. His voice was sweet and comforting, I opened my eyes to see the very familiar guy talking.
"Chloe, please don't jump, I love you so much and you know this, this will just hurt all of us and make things worst instead of better" Tony tried to convince me not to jump.
"Tony"
"Yes Chloe?"
"I love you" and with that I closed my eyes and jumped off the railing feeling the air rush past me and gravity doing it's job, pulling me to the ground faster every second. but suddenly I hit something. It was warm and my heart was still beating. I opened my eyes and I saw Tony.
"Tony? Why did you catch me, you weren't supposed to" I started yelling and punching him for saving my life. It sounds good but that's not what I wanted.
Then he yelled over to Danae to call Jaime, since he couldn't put me down or I'd try to commit suicide again. a few minutes later my brother came running over to us and grabbed me from tony. He just hugged me tightly and kept saying things like "Suicide won't help", "I'm sorry for acting like an asshole, I just wanted to protect you", "I was mad beacause everyone knew all this stuff about you and I didn't, if I knew then I probably would have been nore protectuve, but this wouldn't be happening", "Chloe I love you so much, please don't try suicide again hermana"
I just cried into my brothers shirt. Maybe if I had told him everything like I used to then I wouldn't be so hurt and upset right now. Maybe he was trying to help me by being over protective. Right now I don't even care about the maybes, my brother is here comforting me, making me feel better even though he was pissed not even 5 minutes ago.
"Jaime"
"Si hermana pequeña?"
"I'm sorry, sorry for not being close to you and telling you everything like I used to, I guess having you gone all the time for tour made me alone and upset, but guess what hime-time" hime-time is the nickname I gave him when I was 3. The guys heard me call him that one day so now that's what they always call him.
"what?" He chuckled
"Te amo gran hermano" I smiled at him. I'm finally calmed down, and we somehow fixed our brother-sister relationship.
we got back to the bus and I saw Sierra, what is she suppose to think, she is well I guess was my bestfriend and then I just tried to kill my self after the guy she loves told me he loves her and me, what will she do to me?
~~~~****A/N****~~~~
I decided to use spanish and so here, I shall translate for you english readers (haha I am too, I had to look up my sentences and translate them to spanish, XD ik I suck)
Si hermana pequeña -- yes little sister
Te amo gran hermano -- I love you big brother
YOU ARE READING
My Messed Up Life
FanfictionI've always wanted to meet my favorite bands and band members, never have I wanted it to go like this, with me all screwed up and suicidal in a hospital with nurses and doctors watching me so I don't, like, die.
