"i'm coming!"youngjae yells, rolling his eyes at whoever dared to wake him up this early. who the hell would be banging on his door at four a.m. anyways?
he opens the door just to be attacked by a sobbing mark tuan. youngjae stumbles back and holds onto the wall for grip. once he's steady he shushes the older. youngjae wraps his arms around mark and lets him sob.
youngjae had no clue why he was sobbing, but he guessed it had something to do with jackson.
a creak can be heard from the top step as a tired jaebum comes down, rubbing his eyes. youngjae looks back at jaebum with sad eyes. the boy on the steps notices mark crying and rushes over, closing the door and wrapping his arms around the two.
"what's wrong mark?"youngjae asks, running his hand through his hyung's hair. mark shakes his head and sobs more into youngjae's. he puts a flash drive in youngjae's hand and pulls away.
"h-he left that,"jaebum takes it and watches as mark's lip quivers. he lets out a sob as his phone lights up. his background was still him and jackson. mark sat down next to youngjae as jaebum plugged the flash drive into his computer.
jaebum places his arm around youngjae and puts a hand on mark's shoulder. a video starts playing. it was jackson sitting down in a room, he was sobbing just like mark was.
"mark. i'm sorry i left. i'm sorry, i just can't tell you why. you'll find out soon. i don't know if i'll be back. but mark tuan, i love you. i'm sorry, i know this is probably confusing as hell, but i promise it will all make sense soon. don't forget me mark, i love you,"jackson spoke from the computer, mark shook from bawling into youngjae's shoulders. youngjae was furious, how could jackson just leave like this? he better have a great explanation.
videos of jackson and mark started playing out of the computer, making mark turn his head. youngjae looks at jaebum and tells mark he will be right back. jaebum scoots over to mark and rubs his back as mark places his head on jaebum's shoulder, silently sobbing while watching the memories.
youngjae went into his room, grabbing his phone and calling jackson. he didn't pick up, so youngjae tried again. decline. youngjae kept calling, facetiming, texting, until he finally picked up a facetime.
"jackson fucking wang. do you know what you are doing?!? your boyfriend is sobbing in my living room at 4 a.m! what the hell!"youngjae screams. jackson nods his head, looking up at youngjae. this made the younger boy gasp, he looked horrible. his eyes were puffy from crying and his hands were bloody, youngjae guessed it was from punching a wall or something.
"jackson, why did you leave?"youngjae asks. jackson shakes his head, letting out a sob.
"i'm sick youngjae, please don't tell mark but, i'm really sick. there's a chance i won't make it, a really high chance. and i didn't want mark to have to sit through that,"jackson sobs. youngjae felt tears pricking at his eyes. jackson was going to die? no that can't be true, it's jackson he's strong.
"youngjae i miss him. i left last night and i'm already breaking. i need mark,"jackson says, making youngjae sigh. he's angry, but he understands. he would do the same if it was switched.
"you can talk to him if you want,"youngjae says, making jackson shake his head. youngjae goes out the door and down the stairs.
"youngjae i don't want to."
"jackson you need to,"youngjae says, stopping when he sees that mark is asleep. jaebum looks up at youngjae with soft eyes.
"he's asleep,"he says, flipping the camera to show mark and jaebum. jaebum shakes his head disappointingly and youngjae sighs again.
"will you come back?"
"maybe, if there's a chance i survive. i will,"jackson replies. youngjae nods and jaebum gives him a concerned look as he hears jackson refer to not surviving. youngjae smiles softly and tells jackson to give him updates. jackson nods, telling him once again not to tell mark before hanging up.
jaebum picks up mark, making sure not to wake him, and brings him to the guest bedroom so he didn't sleep on a couch. mark whimpers out jackson's name and jaebum sighs, turning to youngjae who was rubbing his stomach in the doorway.
"what are we going to do with them?"jaebum asks, going over to youngjae and back hugging him. jaebum places his head in the crook of youngjae's neck, giving him small pecks.
"we're going to wait and hope for the best jaebum,"youngjae turns his head to look at his boyfriend and intertwines their hands, placing them on his stomach. jaebum smiles and picks up youngjae. the younger squeals and hits his chest.
jaebum puts youngjae on his bed, laying down and wrapping his arms around his boyfriend. he looks down from youngjae's eyes, to his stomach. youngjae smiles, he loves when jaebum does this.
"hi baby! i can't wait to see you, i'm your daddy. also youngjae's daddy-"youngjae hits him and jaebum gives him a cheeky smile. jaebum rubs a little circle in his stomach, making the baby kick a bit.
"a few more months, and i'll be able to see you,"jaebum smiles, placing a kiss on the top of his boyfriend's stomach before moving to his mouth and pecking him.
"i love you,"youngjae says, looking into jaebum's eyes. jaebum smiles, looking up at the ceiling.
"i'll never get sick of that. i love you too."
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a little markson filler chapter. (:
question : favorite movie ?
answer : train to busan.
