"jinyoung!"jaebum shouted after the boy who was walking down the hallway. he was taking a long shot, but if he got his answer in the end, he would be happy.
"what."
"i know im the last person you want to see,"jaebum says, looking down at the floor. jinyoung scoffs.
"yeah it's not like you got my boyfriend pregnant or anything,"jinyoung says. jaebum nods his head, looking up at jinyoung.
"so tell me. what did you do? drug him? blackmail?"jinyoung asks, looking over at jaebum. jaebum shakes his head, playing with his fingers. why was he nervous?
"jinyoung, youngjae came to me,"jaebum says. jinyoung practically felt his heart break again. so it wasn't jaebum's fault entirely.
"you knew it was wrong though."
"i know, i'm sorry. i have had a crush on him for god knows how long."
"jaebum i dont like fighting with you. i don't like hating you. but how can i ever trust you again?"jinyoung asks him. jaebum shrugs.
"i can help you get with hoseok,"jinyoung's heart flutters at the mention of the boy. sure he moved on from youngjae quickly, but that was what he needed. he needed closure.
"i punched you in the face. why would you do that?"jinyoung asks him curiously.
"i'm hoping that you'll explain something to me. in return i'll help you and hoseok become a thing."
"okay. what do you need me to explain?"jinyoung questions the boy. jaebum takes in a deep breath, letting it go and looking up at jinyoung.
"did youngjae ever say he loved you?"
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jinyoung had explained to jaebum all about why youngjae has a hard time saying i love you. it took jinyoung at least 6 months to get him to say it back.
youngjae had a boyfriend before he met jinyoung. he would always tell youngjae that he was beautiful and that he loved him. youngjae did everything for the male. he was deeply in love with him.
but if youngjae did one thing the boy didn't like, he would abuse him. that gave him flashbacks to his father abusing him for 15 years of his life. he went to his boyfriends house to get away from that monster, just to go to another one.
he was afraid of love. he was afraid that if he admitted his love then jaebum would turn abusive. even though he knew he wouldn't deep down. youngjae was just afraid.
"jaejae. why didn't you tell me about your ex?"jaebum asks, they were snuggling again. they seem to do that a lot now. youngjae was always in a cuddling mood.
"jinyoung told you?"youngjae asks. jaebum nods and runs his fingers through youngjae's hair. the boy leans into the soft touch and sighs.
"i'll never hurt you,"jaebum whispers, placing his lips on youngjae's forehead and kissing it softly. youngjae nods, closing his eyes and enjoying the elders touch. im jaebum was the love of youngjae's life, he knew he was.
and that's why he's going to say it. no matter what happens. he will say it. he will he will he will. he just needs to, fuck it.
"im jaebum,"youngjae starts. he fidgets with his hands as nervousness takes over his body.
"i adore you, your my everything. i think the reason i couldn't say it was cause i was too afraid of losing you to those three words. but i really do truly. i,"youngjae starts to drift off before sighing. he needs to do this.
"youngjae it's alright. i know how much you love me."
"but i need to tell you!"
"why don't you show me?"jaebum smirked. he didn't want the boy to feel pressure for saying i love you. so he decided to get his mind on something else.
jaebum pulls him in for a kiss, closing his eyes when the soft lips met his. youngjae thought jaebum's lips were the most amazing thing in the world. he kisses back with as much passion and love as he can.
"you're so beautiful,"jaebum strokes his cheek, smiling at the boy. youngjae blushes and hides in his chest. he shakes his head and whines.
"jaejae?"
"hm?"
"wanna go on a date tomorrow?"and with that, youngjae completely forgot about blushing. his head popped up in excitement as he frantically nodded his head.
"triple date with markson and yugbam?"youngjae asks.
"make that quad date. i've got a plan,"jaebum smirked.
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ayo. thanks for 1k reads! i'm so shook oml. poor youngjae has been through a lot. will jinyoung and hoseok work? what about jimin?
question : who's ur ult bias and ult bias wrecker?
answer : bias - gyeomie ofc. bias wrecker - chen.
