,, stop !" I yelled all rage breaking free when I grabbed his wrist and spun him around again .him stumbling at the movements causing me to steady him .
But to no surprise he pushed himself away from me again.
,,kyungsoo!" I cursed when he started walking away again .
,, what the hell is this !? Just tell me what's going on ! Why are you acting like this ??"
He didn't say anything keeping his pace in trying to just ignore and walk away from me .
,, HEY !"
finally he stopped and I could only now see how heavy his breaths were when he turned around after hesitating . Only now as he turned to look at me standing in front if me with a distance between us . Not close to me but not too far for me to not look into his eyes clearly .
I wanted him to stop and tell me what's going on with him but now I couldn't lose a word .
His hair was messy and the circles under his eyes way too dark especially outstanding since his skin was so pale .he looked like a corpse .as he just continued glaring at me shocking me to the core. I never thought he could be wearing this expression one day . I never thought I would see him glaring at anyone.
Without explaination .
I hesitated looking over the messy him I could no longer understand. Lately it was like I didn't even know him anymore ..
,, where's kyungsoo? " the one who smiled and laughed at everything the one who always told me to be positive. Scolded me for smoking and doing all those horrible things .
The one who brought light into my darkness ?
A tear escaped his eyes but he didn't say anything and his glare didn't fade aswell when he turned away again .
But I had enough.
Skipping foreward I spun him around to face me again being shocked when I saw that his frown had completely disappeard again replaced with thousands of tears as he looked up at me in a pleading manner .
he didn't lose another word.
His hands rising one being balled to a fist but I showed no reaction when he stared sadly deep into my eyes .
This wasn't anger like I had thought just a second ago.
he wasn't mad at me or anything.
Neither was he sad for me or himself .
He was .. scared .
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
