The next 2 days there was no sign of him .. not at school not outside or a message or anything . I told myself i didnt care since i hated him more than anything else but it still botherd me that there was not a single sign of him .
I'm running low on the money again aswell .. yesterday i had given them another 200 leaving me only 100 and today i've sold the neckless of my mother to get another 100 . I paid them 200 yesterday morning when i went to school so now i dont have any money and i still need another 200 for today ..
,, doh kyungsoo ?" I turned my head to look up over to see hus empty seat .. hes not here today too .
I hate the fact that i felt guilty .. but as always i ended up just blaming him . He shouldnt have trusted an asshole like me . Kiss me back the way he did before passing out and leaving all the money so open .. i hate him . I hate him so much .
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,, jongin ?" Mrs. Xiao appeard before me when i closed my locker adjusting my bag . I sighed turning towards her with an annoyed expression while she seemed rather upset
,, has something happened ? Or anything ? " She looked over my face as if she thought she could read me which she obviously couldnt no one can .
,, what do you want from me now ?"
She licked over her lips looking around as if she searched for someone while trying to talk to me i knew what this was about ,, i'm talking about kyungsoo .. he hasnt shown up or talked to me now since the day befpre yesterday .. hes not like that has something happened ?"
,, maby hes just sick that happens you know" i rolled my eyes wanting to walk past her but she stopped me turning me around ,, jongin !, i'm serious he didnt even text me and he always does"
,, are you his mother now or something ? Dont forget that a teacher .. is not allowed to fuck underaged students and all that shi-",, is this funny to you ?
I'm friends with him .. age doesnt count in that and surtendly not my job i care for him believe it or not so spill what happened "
,, NOTHING HAPPENED !" I suddenly just bursted and she retreated her hand glancing widely at me ,, hes just a FUCKING pussy running away from everything again just like he did when he seizured in front of me THATS it and now fuck off !"
She stared shocked at me and i'm pretty sure a lot of the students did aswell by how quiet it suddenly got before everyone started chatting quietly again . i didnt give a fuck tho .. i was bruning i was mad .. angry and i couldnt control it . So i ended up yelling it all out
Where the fuck was he ?
How the fuck should i get 200 bugs !?
What the fuck should i do !?
Before i could calm down enough by taking a smoke a stupid kid ran against me and i dropped the cigarette feeling like i might just explode i turned to glare at the boy who now laid on the floor staring up at me with terrified eyes .
I truely regrett breaking like this but i couldnt stop myself when i started kicking him pulling him up by his green shirt and slamming him into the school walls before a few students gatherd around us some starting to film and some gasping or laughing when i started punching him over and over again he pleaded and cried for me to stop but i was dief to his pleads all i had in front of me was rage . All i felt was rage .
I dropped him back to land on the ground before following him and grabbing threw his pockets to find 10 bugs .. another guy ran through the crowd falling to his knees besides him carefully hugging him while i just glanced down at the new guy Holding The trembling one ,, you !" He tensed turning to me with eyes that held fear aswell but not nearly as much as the other guys ,, how much money you got ?"
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
