Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

Chapter 47 : A Gem tree

,, it was good " mum cooed with a full mouth as she tasted our cake placing the plate down because the pieces we had cut down from it would literly fall appeard because of all the cream kyungsoo had forced into it .

I don't know Why he seemed so tired tho. I could see it from here as he was talking to mum how his blinking was so slow and he would have his eyes half lidden at times . I was driving the whole time and he was sleeping and waking up in between . He shouldn't be tired realy .to be honest i should be tired but i guess examing his features somehow gave me a job I would never get tired of .

My attention got pulled back to the conversation as they suddenly started laughing and she turned to me .
,, but no .. I feel like it's ok now . I'm glad he changed for the better ..or well he's still trying too ..
Right jongin ? "

I blinked my eyes frowning at her
,, who ?" They both ended up laughing again and I saw her hand fall onto his lap as she did so. As if they were already close . I guess kyungsoo had always had this aura around him that made people feel trusted or at ease when near him.

He was just a light to this world and everyone wanted to get their gripp on him .. in good but also in bad ways .
And he ...

I looked onto his smiling face, bright teeth and heartshaped lips , he doesn't get it . He doesn't even know , he doesn't see. He's too innocent and for some reason I wanted him to stay like that .
,,I'm glad you stopped smoking too"

,, mh? .. Yeah " it's not that I wanted to stop or anything but with everything going on and the lack of money .. I guess i didn't have the head or time for it . I know a lot of people do it because it calms them or because they simply enjoy and need it .. but I never needed it . I did enjoy it and it used to help me calm but mainly because I told myself it would help me.

When in reality it didn't. I was just making myself believe that and when I didn't have time for them .nothing changed . I forgot them with time .
It sounds too easy to be true but once you've been through it .. it's surprising how easy it is .
,, .. -it's not good for the lunges I always wanted my mum to stop too but she never listens to me "

My eyes feel onto mum when I listened back into what he was now saying .. Not wanting her to ask him further and hoping I could somehow secretly mindlink her through my eyes to leave the topic but ofcorse I couldn't ,, where's your mum anyway ? What about your dad ? If you don't mind me asking " she moved her hair back and leaned onto her hand turned to a fist as she steadied it by her elbow on the table surface .

He licked over his lips
,, my dad's with the stars now .. and my mum she .. she had to go somewhere too for a while .. " her expression softened while my eyes fell back onto the table .

,, I bet your dad would be proud seeing you ... look at you .. your so cute " she cooed I guess squeezing his cheek between her thumb and index finger .

,, but he can't see him, now can he ?" I spat with a heavy exhale and mum now turned to me dropping her hands as she frowned .

,, ofcorse he can h-"
,, no he can't and dad can't either because they're fucking dead and why is that ? Because one was a retard homophobe and the other managed to get killed by his own wife !" A loud thud appeard as mum stood up in a rush and the chair fell backwards

,, jongin " that's exactly why I didn't want to have this topic , I was fine with listening to kyungsoo talking about his dad to me as if it wasn't something bad to think about . But when someone else talked about it .