,, why did that guy call you dyo ?"
His smile faded a little when he leaned back again but I turned my head to keep my eyes on him .
,, it's just a nickname because of my last name-"
,, your last name is doh not dyo save the bullshit " I spat before he could even continue .
,, jongin he was drunk out of his mind don't care so much " he's clearly playing it off but I have too many questions and I'm not feeling like playing it off .
,, your mum called you that too "
He swollowed now. I could tell he was nervous now that I wasn't afraid to hide that I was interested .Now that I didn't hold back anymore because I made up my mind as difficult as it was to accept it . I did feel something for him and yes I know he's a boy .
It's weird that I even like the fact that he's male . I don't think I would have fallen for him this way if he were a girl.
,, it's a cover up name .. my mum gave it to me .in this area you can't walk around telling your real name" he smiled sadly looking down .
This time I couldn't tell if it was true or not . I would say no because it sounded so wrong but looking at his face I couldn't help but feel like it's the truth . I think there's just something he's missing out . Something he doesn't want to tell me yet .
,, ok .." if he wasn't going to tell me even that .. He won't tell me more . I need to ask him when I'm sure before he chickens out and makes up too many excuses .
,, and now stop being so serious come on , my mum probably doesn't return until tomorrow morning so let's do something fun " he jumped up from the bed . And with that squeal he lost once he rememberd his injured foot letting me steady him and prevent him from falling again , the mood seemed to change . My mood changed .
I was still curious but somehow this just made me think of the carving I had to see him laugh. I wanted his laugh now . I needed it .
He disappears from my view way too fast which made me chuckle to myself. He was such a child.
Nearly a minute had passed when he returned with a laptop and a bowl of potatoe chips balancing it in a painful to watch way .I instantly got to my feet taking a hold of the laptop since it was heavier and he smiled when I took it from him .
,, what are you doing why didn't you just ask me idiot " I scolded him under my breath placing the laptop in the bed again
,, I wanna watch a movie with you duh "
I rolled my eyes while he crawled into the bed giving me the bowl now before he opened the laptop and turned it on.
I watched him as his big eyes roamed over the screen before landing on the keyboard to type in what he wanted .
Looking at him from this angle I once more came to the conclusion that there really wasn't anything I could call ugly or not as pretty as the rest of him. Every person has a part of them that isn't as pretty as the rest . I never met anyone that doesn't have those parts but whenever I saw kyungsoo .
I was proven differently .
,, are you Ok?" Crap, I hadn't noticed I started staring only when he looked up at me I noticed .
,, y-yeah " I blunted out .
He smiled taking the bowl from my hands .,, lay down "
I sighed when he helped me pushing me lightly to lay down, placing the laptop onto my lap when I decided to at least stay in a half seated position .
He steadied it on my lap moving closer to me as he set the video to full screen and adjusted the volume .
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
