Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

Chapter 33 : Where's Kyungsoo

The sounds of the car passing on the streets were completely inaudible to my ears as I rushed myself over to the school .

I had to fucking wait for the bus way too long and then stand the whole fucking drive until I had finally reached the school . Not to mention did I have to walk through the halls to look for him since it was currently break now .

I rushed through the halls ignoring all the stares i've been getting as I squeezed the phone in my hand in anger .

,, oh, jongin yo-"
,, fuck off " I snapped at Mrs.xiao and another teacher who's name I didn't remember . I didn't even give them a glance as I past them I guess they got that I wasn't in the mood and didn't follow or question me which seemed kind of new lately . Everyone's just been hanging on me these days wanting something from me and expecting things just because kyungsoo had influenced me a little everyone thought I had completely turned into a average pussy .

From far away I could already see him  hiding behind the opened door of his locker. So I speed up my steps to get to him .

I slammed the door close ready to yell and scold him for fucking cheating or whatever he thought he was doing with another guy ! I mean he was the one confessing his stupid love to me yet he let skme other guy lay an arm around him like that while they are out for dinner !?

But all these feelings faded once I spotted his messy form, his Trembling body, red unfocused eyes and Messy hair .

He quickly whipped over his face when he noticed my staring and sniffed turning away from me as if I wasn't fucking dare . For a moment I was going to let him walk away and hide whatever was killing him like he always did . To let him return to me tomorrow and laugh like nothing had happened .

But it was truly enough now .
I had enough now .

,, stop !" I yelled all rage breaking free when I stepped foreward grabbing his wrist and spun him around again .him stumbling at the movements and causing me to steady him once more.

But to no surprise he pushed himself away from me again.
,,kyungsoo!" I cursed when he started walking away again acting as if it was nothing and it was making me furious
,, what the hell is this !? " he was acting like a whole different person and i was getting sick of it. ,,Just tell me what's going on ! Why are you acting like this ??"

He didn't say anything keeping his pace in trying to just ignore and walk away from me .
,, HEY !"

finally he stopped and I could only now see how heavy his breaths were when he turned around after hesitating . Only now as he turned to look at me standing in front of me with a distance between us . Not close to me but not too far for me to not look into his eyes clearly .

I wanted him to stop and tell me what's going on with him but now I couldn't lose a word . How did this happen ? I was the one suppose to be troublesome and dark but looking at  us , I was nothing compared to him. Only did I not hide it keeping it obvious and pushing my hatred to the others but in his eyes I could tell he was fighting so hard to keep his own hatred to himself . He was the complete opposite of me it made me realize how selfish I had been.

My eyes roamed him sadly
His hair was messy and the circles under his eyes way too dark especially outstanding since his skin was so pale today .he looked like a corpse .as he just continued glaring at me shocking me to the core. I never thought he could be wearing this expression one day . I never thought I would see him glaring at anyone.

Without explaination .
I hesitated looking over the messy him I could no longer understand. Lately it was like I didn't even know him anymore . Ever since i got to find out more about him it made me realize just how little i actually know.
It scared me. The closer I got to him , the more i lost him.