The fact that this bus was at first driving near the old stripper clubs and bars at which i had seen his mother enter a car with an old man once , made me feel uneasy .it was just that place, corner of a city where all the criminals and poor people were and I didn't like it .
The feeling had just grew worse when we got out at the bus station right there .. we past drunk sleeping guys who took the whole waiting bench by the station as their bed . Penises and insults written all over the walls, broken bottles and old cigarettes almost everywhere .it seemed like no matter if the day was bright or dark . This place would always look like this .
Dirty .
,, come on we shouldn't be walking so slow around here " he took my arm clinging to it when he took faster steps than he usually took . Despite his limping from his leg .
Why does he still seem so excited and positive? .. if I lived here I would actually feel ashamed. And even just visiting it without living here or without having a path to go like we had . The aura of this place pulled my spirit more down than it already was .
,, dyo!" Someone laughed .. a guy with blonde long messy hair . He seemed to wobble while walking his clothing was old and torn at some places. To be honest he just looked like shit .he was stopping in front of us and I found myself holding kyungsoos hand tighter
,, you're drunk go home " he just laughed at him as the guy pulled a cigarette out
,, got a lighter on your cute little body ?" I dont like how he talks ... it's kind of creepy .And I wonderd what kind of relationship it was they had .
,, no .. sorry but smoking isn't healthy anyway " he rolled his eyes .
,, is that your boyfriend ?" The guys eyes suddenly roamed me and I glared back in disgust not because of what he assumed me to be but because he thought he could judge me or something .
,, gem I-i don't have time to talk, he's visiting me now, go home and sober up ok " kyungsoo started lightly hitting his arm to push him into what I assumed the directing of that guys home.
,, he's an old neighbour don't worry" he smiled once more starting to walk again .pulling me along .
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We came to a stop in front of an old house .tall but seemingly able to break at any moment . It looked like it wouldn't even survive a strong blow .
Is this really where he lived ?
He turned the key in the lock . At least this lock seemed to be new.. kind of .it looked cleaned unlike the rest of the house .Or should I day compared to the rest of the house.
,, ok " he started when we walked inside. It was quite dark inside from the lack of windows the grounds titles full of dirt brown and yellow when they clearly were suppose to be white. A few broken bottles on the side and he pushed them away when he opened the post .,, our flat is a little messy but not like here so don't worry " he took a few letters out of the post and walked foreward taking a hold of my hand again when we walked up the stairs .
I didn't ask why we didn't use the elevator that we past . Maybe he wasn't living that High. Or maybe it was just broken .
Step after step we walked up and i wonderd if he always walked all the way up the stairs everyday.
Its exhausting and once we finally arrived I could already tell I was out of shape while he acted like it was nothing . It was like the 5th fucking floor .
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
