Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

Chapter 22 : What do you feel ?

,, Why?" I asked with frown originally I had thought his father was the one causing his bruises but I guess I never really believed in it. And he always talked about his brother so I just blamed that guy but when his father isn't the one and his brother neither ?

Then who is it ?

,, m-my dad didn't want ... me so I guess he left and since 2 years now my brother has left to go after him but they found my dads body last year so .. i .. i guess drey will return soon " he smiled sadly so drey was the name of his brother . He's been mumbling this name a lot in his dreams and it had me wonder who it was .
But 2 years .. something about this was just not feeling .. I don't know what to think of that .

,, how old were you when he left .. your dad ? "

He bit bis Bottom Lip and i could Tell despite him Loving to Talk.. this was hard .
,, i .. i was turning 12 "

So it was 5 years ago .. and on his Birthday.. this somehow pulled my mood down . I was going to ask him for when his birthday was but I felt like I've asked enough and he asked me before I could even reply .
,, what about your dad .. when did he .. die ? "

I didn't answer to that .. maybe it was just too hard for me yet .. the wounds to fresh and way too deep .despite the time they got to heal
,, jongin ?"

Swallowing at once I glanced down at him ,, 13 .. when I was 13 "

A second past before he snuggled even closer hugging me tightly I could almost believe it was hurting him too when he nuzzled my chest and I found myself just laying my arm around him .
,, I'm sorry .."

I honestly never like it when people felt sorry for others but when he told me that yet again it felt different .. I liked it .. no not like that but it was comforting and actually made me feel better . It's crazy what a few words can mean coming from a specific person .
So I sighed hugging him a little tighter before closing my eyes .

I knew he was going to shut up for a little while now until he decides to ask me more . So tomorrow it's my turn to ask him . He's always asking me about everything he pretty much knows everything about me except for the whole family drama . But I know nothing really about him .

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I sniffed turning around on the bed . The blanket falling off of it completely knocking a bottle down with it which created a horrible sound to the quiet room and I jumped up in shock .

A laugh appeard and I blinked a few times looking over to the door to the bathroom to see him standing there brushing his teeth .
,, 'ood moing' sun'ine "
good morning sunshine ?
He was speaking with a mouth full of toothpaste and his toothbrush .
I froze when he said sunshine . My eyes landing on his wrist but I couldn't see them he wore too long sleeves ...
Wait..

,, is that mine ?"

He smirked walking back into the bathroom .I heard him spitt and the sink turned on just when I got to my feet walking towards him .
I stopped in the doorway glancing over to him . He jumped a little and I chuckled at that. My pullover was so long it hid his boxers almost completly and it actually looked like he was naked under it . I could damn well see his pale skin that looked like they were soft to the touch .
,, like the view ?"

My eyes rose as he started laughing at me but I just rolled my eyes getting closer to him .pretty close but I didn't mind .
,, why're you wearing my pullover ?"