,, what the hell was that !?" I've been still upset when I returned from the kitchen with the package of his cooled beans in my hand. Heading back towards him seated in the couch .
He reached his hand up to me and I handed the beans to him before he moved them between his back and the couch lean, leaning against them with a sigh .
,, i-its probably a mistak- .." he couldn't even finish his sentence before he ended up coughing dryly .
I sighed going down in front of him to lift his head by his jaw with my fingers carefully. I examed the forming marks on his porcelain neck .,, Bastard had a tight gripp .."
,, he was drun-"
,, that doesn't change what he did !"
He looked down ashamed as I removed my hands . Looking over him like this ..He seemed completely calm . Hell, he acted like it was nothing .
,, this isn't the first time something like this happened .. right ? "
he didn't answer but I won't let him dodge the questions this time .
This time I wanted at least little information about him .
I was sick of playing Sherlock fucking homes .
,, is that were all the bruises come from ? " he didn't answer again so I grabbed him by his cheeks making me finally face me ,, are you listening ?? You need to fucking talk to me got it why would you let me walk around in the dark like this !? Do you think I don't notice anything ? Do you think I would just forgot it because you play it off !? "
,, no! " he yelled back removing my hands ,, it's just "
,, I know what your mum is working as .. I know kyungsoo " he looked away clenching his jaw and fists.
,, j-just.. kyungsoo, please don't tell me.. That yo-"
,, no ! No .. no I don't jongin I swear" he instantly defended himself with despred eyes and it somehow reliefed me .I don't know what I would do if he would be doing the same like his mum. I don't want that and I can't imagen that .
,, just .. it's complicated, leave it ok .. "
God why was it so hard to get through him. Something was not right about all this . I know he said he wouldn't do the same as his mother but then why was his calender full of appointment it didn't make any sense and the guy clearly recognized him. Drunk or not he wasn't drunk enough to confuse people when he talked this clearly.
,, my dad used to say " now I spoke calmer this time ,, when you leave something unfinished. It will always come back worse "
He looked away pressing his lips together probably to avoid breaking .so I sighed sitting down besides him .as he still had his head turned the other way .
,, my dad was kind of like you .."
I saw how he visibly relaxed a little turning to me now with a sunken expression.
,, an idiot .. always saw the good in everything. He was bearly home but when he was he would always try to do all these family friendly shit . Like watching movies and going on a picnic .. whatever " I swollowed as he looked over me giving me his full attention.
,, something happened tho .. I don't know until today but he changed . He had problems . Lost his job he always argued with mum I guess because he didn't want to talk about it.
Kyungsoo it was killing him slowly. Just because he didn't want to talk about it." My eyes landed back on his they didn't hold sorrow or anything. I was looking at him in a serious manner as if this was just some random information out of a school book .
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfic*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
