Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

Chapter 4 : Drinking

She moaned when I thrusted my hips harshly into her causing her to move back and forth on the table .

My hands dug into her waist under her skirt that was moved up to her waist an underwear she had never worn . She always tried to get my attention and today I was bored and granted her wish .

,, j-jongin !" She moaned out arching her back and I speed up for my own lust when she moved her head to the side not getting any sound out anymore .

Until I came aswell riding it out into the condom in her  when she panted glancing up to me in attempt to look .. sexy ? I guess .
But she just looked like a mess her make up ruined because she used too much and her hair sticking out everywhere .

I pulled out of her grabbing a tissue from my back and throwing it at her while using one myself to clean up before slipping my pants up again .
,, that was amazing "

,, a timekiller .. " I simply mutterd placing a cigarette between my lips when I put my jacket back on and swung my bag to my back .
,, c-can I see you again ?"

,, nope " the door closed behind me and I light my cigarette starting to walk along the halls .

I checked the time again 3:11 only 11 minutes late today so it's fine .
I thought to myself when I turned around the corner getting to the park .

There he was as always under the tree . Waving towards me today was the 4th day of torture working with this little prick .it has been a painful week realy painful .. we bearly even worked since we were too busy arguing .. well i call it arguing even tho he would always end up laughing about it all .. like he always did .. 

,, Hey " he smiled once I sat down before him. ,, so I did some research about bruno mars and I already wrote 2 pages on the computer but I can't print them so you have to " he stretched his hand out revealing a penguin stick .

I raised my eyebrows looking at it quite obviously..
,, what ? Penguins are cute " I couldn't help but crack a small chuckle . He seemed to like this childish things a lot as i found out over the past few days he would always draw teddybears on the side of his papers when he waited for me or listened to what i had to say .. sometimes even when he talked 

,, Hey! " he pouted throwing it to my chest ,, just print it "

,, whatever " I rolled my eyes and he put back a smile on his face grabbing some papers again .
,, soo.. since we have an artist now what about a genre "

I shrugg my shoulders leaning back onto both of my hands in the grass and he looked over me for a moment resting the pen down from the upward position to write any moment .
,, so how was it ? Still lost in it ?"

A frown painted my face when leaned forward to a sit up again .
,, what do you mean now ?"

,, the girl you .. made love with " made love with it feels like I'm talking to a child. How does he even know this .
,, by the looks of it not so great .. I doubt a guy like you even remembers her name " he chuckled looking onto his papers again when he started boredly painting the edges of the paper or probably another teddy...

,, fuck off " I simply spat

,, typical answer-"
,, listen I'm here to do this project with your low ass so don't try to get personal or some shit with me got it " I glared at him moving closer as a warning . Why was he always trying to get me to talk about myself its like he wanted to actually freaking befriend a jerk like me .

He only pressed his lips together staring right back at me .
,, just saying you should remove all the mascara and lip gloss off your neck "

My hand flew up to my neck and I instantly felt something sticky which would be the lip gloss. I removed it quickly while he giggled .
,, I can't understand why all the girls seemed so into you tho .. you look like you've been run over by a bus and you smell like pee and smoke .. sometimes even Alcohol "
He was looking over me pursing his lips as he literly examed me with his eyes.
,, but if you would shower and get some sleep ,stop smoking or peeing all over yourself .. you have a handsome face aftersll " he smiled at me ever so brightly. And I froze for a second just looking at him not knowing why .

,, s-shut up " why did my voice shake what the hell..

,, you're still a mean peanut tho so" he turned back to his paper trying to make his giggle sound evil which was kind of funny and I laughed lightly steadying my head by holding my forehead as my elbow rested on my knee .

,, what's wrong with you'"
He inhaled deeply but before he could start I cut him off
,, don't even start !"

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,, there " I stuck the money out to them and chat laughed patting my shoulder as he held the money handing it back to let sye hold it .
,, sweet sweet " he chuckled ,, Tomorrow more "

,, yeah " I bit my lip .

,, you know we've been thinking .. since the boy pays you money just for this project .. he's probably a wealthy guy huh ?... " I don't like where this is going .

,, I don't think so actually . His clothes seem pretty old an-"
,, are you even listening to yourself mocoso ? This little bitch pays you 900 for 7 days just to do project " dieg stepped in

,, exactly. We don't care where the money comes from he has it and done. you can get a lot more money out of that idiot . Trust me " chat pattened my cheek.but I just..
I really don't like this ..

,, chat .. " I started slowly ,, he won't pay me another 100 more just for one day"

,, come on he paid you this long now .. wont be too hard for him to continue " sighing I looked over at dieg who smiled expectantly and sye who only looked at me with a bored expression as if he was expecting me to back out of this but I won't .
,, fine .. I think I can do something with that "

,,good boy !" Chat laughed pulling me closer to hang out with the rest aswell as they handed me a beer bottle and started talking and laughing .

To be honest I just listened and sat there holding the beer bottle now and then taking a sip when they laughed .
Thinking of it now . It was always like that when I hung out with them .

I would just sit and listen .laugh at their jokes and stories as if I was part of them all but I never opened my mouth .only time when I spoke was when they asked me for money or for the drugs I used to hide but since a few days now .. since kyungsoo they didn't give me the drugs back to hide them .
And now all they talk to me about is kyungsoo and the money .

I can't believe my thoughts drifted off to tiny little nerd boy .. come to think of it I never met anyone like him .

Most little boys get scared once I yell at them or curse .. I even pulled him closer by his collar and he still wouldn't shut up .
I told him to fuck off and nearly punched him. I called him a annoying little fuck up and what did he say ?
,, I'm not little tho I'm just shorter than the average "

It's funny thinking this over now .actually it was funny thinking of all the arguments I had with him  . How many we had over the 4 days ..it was stupid .

And I couldn't help but smile