Harsh movements, the sound of something moving around in a fast pace made me come to my senses again .
I blinked finding a blurred version of my hands laying on my lap . my head was leaned foreward completely and i cough, painfully lifting it as i whiped over my bloody mouth and rubbed over my eyes when the world around me still seemed to be spinning . I was dizzy but it started fading soon as I managed to get onto my feet holding my head while groaning and carefully looking foreward to focus aswell as steady myself with a hand on the wall .
Finally when i removed my hand from my forehead i spotted him .
Across the alley on the opposite wall of mine , he was pressed close to it as if he tried to hide in it but more importantly, he was shaking ..
jerking around like crazy .
He was having a fucking seizure !
My breath increased its speed and i found myself stumbling over to him as i pulled on his shoulder to make him lay on his back , salvia leaving his mouth and dripping down his cheeks aswell as tears and blood from his nose and the cuts on his forehead .
,, s-shit "
I cursed not knowing what to do , the situation left me helpless.so i did the only thing thats jumped my mind as i scooped him up holding him closer like his mum did the first time i saw him seizuring. ,, its ok ... " i whisperd not being in my mind when i closed my eyes stroking over his shaking arm as looked over him . I didn't dare pull him closer to me .. afraid he might not be able to breath if I held him the wrong way
,, i-i got you Ok .. j-just .. " what could I say .. what else could I do ? .
He calmed after a little longer it felt like forever but i knew it probably wasnt that long . It still panicked me tho because I heard you should count the seconds of a seizure but I didn't . I couldn't I was too upset, too distracted .
He released heavy exhales only getting caught up in them now and then like a child that stopped crying and now tried to even out its breath.
Carefully i pulled back to look over him but his eyes were closed and there was now a new trail of blood running down from his nose and over his bruised cheek. I frowned watching him more to come to the conclusion that he in fact was unconscious , he was as limp as a ragdoll .
,, hey " i tapped his cheek but he didnt react in any way so i continued pulling him more up as his hand that had formerly rested on his stomach fell to land on the ground
,, hey !.. stop it wake the fuck up " starting to panic rather quieckly i ended up pulling him up with me but he obviously couldnt stand on his own , and carrying him piggypack wasnt easy for me since he wasnt responding at all and there was no one who could help me get him on .
So as cheesy and stupid as it sounded i just moved my hands under his legs and his back . His head rolling back once i lifted him into the air throwing him slightly to steady him in my arms .
The fact that he was so limp made me panic and not feel the pain that my body was in because of all the movements . It was probably smarter to just have called an ambulance to take him but i felt the need to move and to do something to help him. I guess that's what it feels like to be full on adrenalin.
I know i'm an asshole but the last thing i wanted was for him to .. to be like he was now. Not after he saved me, not after i let him down by watching his suffering like the pussy that i am.
I was running before i had even realized it . Just heading foreward and searching the old shield that said hospital the shield i past so many times because whenever i took a walk to clear my dark mind i would always pass it.
And There it was
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
