Hellooooo
I don't remember if I wrote it in the authors note somewhere in the chapters but I'm realy having troubles with this story.
I thought many times that I would just end it sooner or discontinue it but then I always find myself not wanting to stop this and finish this properly. Mainly because I've decided from the start that I would put some "serious" topics in it and like try to make this as realistic as possible
( I know that didn't work so well but shsjhsjss shut up)
> read the warnings or the tags <
Ofcorse I suck at handling these topics because I'm not familiar with all of them but it's still fun and interesting to work with them but if I continue forcing myself to press out every chapter like shit when you're sick ..
That's not working with it ..
That's actually working lol
Don't get me wrong some chapters were still fun to write for me. It's not like I completely hate the story and every chapter now because I don't . I'm still in love with the idea of everything But I feel like I'm forcing this more and more and I am starting to hate this.
Sooo:
I've decided to end it here ...
FOR NOW
I promise I will continue this I just need time .But i won't end it like this even tho they are kind of happy now lol .
But there are still things open like
- why does kyungsoo still have bruises all the time ?
- what about jongins old friends :
chat, sye and dieg
- kyungsoos brother, his mother
- jongins father
- a major twist which has yet to happen .
I can't leave this .. especially not the major twists I have planned since so God damn long, I can't 😂 I need to have them.
So don't be mad I won't stop I promise I will also do a "previously" once I update again because it will take a while so ...
don't . Leave me. Please ? 🤗
Ofcorse I'll understand if you do
🗡🙂
Also question most important question :
!!
Should I continue writting here or make another book ??
( like a sequel thing ?)
Since I've kind of ended it here with the epic title reference lol .
!!
That's it see you soon 😙
Ps : don't hate me those few of you
Update :
Ive decided to do a sequel now, I have it laid out and shit becauseeee .. i want to
It will take a while, while.
I need to get into it again idk how long it will take until I feel ready to publish again cause publishing means pressure to me even if ppl say is houldnt feel it or if only 2 ppl end up reading I'll still feel pressure to not disappoint those 2 😂
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