Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

Chapter 42 : Something I know But you should

,, jongin ?? This is your mother speaking .. well I'll be returning home soon so.. i em I know it's kinda awkward now considering that you cried your eyes out the last time we actually talked .. well no! I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that damn it .. I'm sorry sweety I just kinda expected you to pick up your phone after that but I guess you were kinda busy too I mean it's not like you never picked up but you were always talking .. well you weren't realy talking to be exact I was the o-" the space for her massage was probably running out as it suddenly stopped and I chuckled to myself when I looked at the dirty ceiling waiting for he next message .

,, hey .. jongin me again .. your mum. This is realy emberessing " no kidding ? ,, like I said I will return soon ok my flight is on Monday so I'll be back on Tuesday morning I will text or call you then .. since you said you were willing to move in with kyungsoo when I return .. I actually can't wait to be seeing you guys I miss you jongin , know how proud I am of you " she made a kissing noise and I closed my eyes cringing to myself

,, lots of love to kyungsoo ok, oh and .. you're friend ..
well s-shes nice but ..
She's been calling and texting me a lot lately jongin " her nervous yet desperate laugh confirmed to me that she just thought of her as annoying and I smirked to myself
,, you wouldn't mind telling her to slow down a bit I don't wanna seem rude ok ? Well then that's it for me I'll see you soon .. I love y-" and the space wasn't enough for her once more .

The door opened and I looked away from my phone which i was about to pick up again to see kyungsoo standing there. he smiled as he saw me setting his bag down and I smiled back grabbing my phone and getting up to go to him .I simply kissed his temple pressing my emotions to the back of my cold heart and he giggled lightly
,, .. how was it ?"

He shrugg his shoulders a little not facing me and I sighed .
,, they stopped asking once they knew in which part of the town you lived ?" He nodded with a sigh to himself as he leaned against me to pout .

,, it's not fair .. " he mutterd.

Days have past ever since the incident at the yellow fields and things have changed so much. I honestly felt lighter as if I had pushed a dark shadow that was constantly pulling me down off of me.

It had been awkward the first few days since we both found it hard to talk but after kyungsoo had had another few of his nightmares that made him struggle awake I had tried my best to talk to him and help him calm down . Even when he seizured which had happened a little more often lately . I was always there .

I watched his pills aswell not allowing him to hide them from me anymore and his job .. well he promised not to do it anymore so he's currently searching for another job. Which I didn't understand since I told him he didn't have to pay this garbage place anymore and just live with me .

Yet I've realized as I watched him the past few days that he has started saving the money again for that surgery thing.. I still didn't know what to think of it yet and if I thought it was a good idea .. hell, they're gonna cut a part of his brain off !

,, let's eat something I'm hungry " he then moved back from me again smiling faintly at me .
,, tomorrow is another day ! " he giggled stepping over to get to the kitchen And I followed him with another sigh as I enterd the kitchen and smirked at the sight of him searching for something in the fridge .